World through Your eyes

today's a gloomy day for me. im lookin forward to sunshine again. i dun wish to fight this frustration in me. " that im not good enuff? That i'm useless. " I reject these words in the name of Jesus. Im really upset over my incompetence over simple work. Over the people i've let down... and the relationships i failed to establish in my workplace. God forgive me of my debts as i've forgiven my debtors. I am no longer a sinner. I walk in the authority of Christ! So HS help me walk this walk of faith in greater depth... i don't wanna sink any further as i venture into de deep. Please Lord help me. When I'm weak you are strong ... and you said My Strength is perfect in weaknesses. So God please do not leave me alone in this battlefield. Help me to fight on in my workplace. Guard my heart and mind. And protect me from the ways of evil. Thank you Jesus

You are always faithful Lord. Even in days ... when i fail in the simplest thing... your grace says " its ok.. get up and go again." And when i sin, you chasten me hard ... all for a good reason. I am amazed by your faithfulness. Help me to NEVER stay in fear or doubt. And remind me Holy Spirit that you've set me apart to be a greater person and each passing day i shall be. I shall bring the lost to Christ. I shall show love in places devoid of basic agape-love. Patience at irritating circumstance. Peace when im in a furry. And hope for my dream to be used by you in the marketplace. I want to be your mouthpiece .. like Jeremiah.. to proclaim hope to people. Even if things are not going well in office, i hope you'll raise me up to be a person of influence. The power to influence is the power to validate. And that's all in me. Thank you God! :)

i dun usually like to pose negative posts. because after so much bible study lessons ... i know in my heart a Christian is set out to live a victorious life. It may not be a perfect life .... and it may be filled with many sad moments... but that's always a level of faith ... of hope pushing the heroes of faith on.... that's where i am going to be too. I am upset over myself. That i am still a weak communicator. That i can still be rude to my grandma when she says something silly about me or reprimand me about something she has no understanding about. where is the love in me? Where is the patience when i stay around with friends who are demanding in their ways ... and insensitive to your feelings. I know the answers to all this. But God ... i really want to change. i am depressed at how helpless i am to make an impact to the world.... or at a smaller scale ... fellowship well with my old cliches. Am i so bad with words? God help me to be a more loving person... and a person w...

I really like Ps Tan's message yesterday. Its about throwing stars ... and making a difference in the lives of others. The whole world revolved around itself. So few people out there .. in the working world spend enough time ... to care... to share and to appreciate. And i think yesterday pastor really hit it home into our hearts the message of living a live as Christians. It inspired me a lot. Especially the drama that shows how a patient (with much effort put in... not an initial gift of HS ) Christian makes a new friend out of a demanding strict superior. Something i lack in all this while. Long-suffering , patience ... and perhaps love. But Ps did share something easy that we can all do. That's to be a star thrower and make an impact to a star ... a life one at a time. Its about starting small.... doing just something simple and kind to another person. one at a time. Today went for my first Jams Church help-out. Well its not really my first experience as i have dealt with m...

8 October was just days ago. But yet i am thankful for the abundant blessings i receive ... which includes . . Timberland wallet ( totally cool! ) . Domanchi shirt ( very hot! ) . cardigan with matching blinky shirt. ( thx for the effort. its funny hw it was put tog. ) . 'most wanted' shirt ( no idea im wanted for wad? lol ) . 3 Different types of bday cakes on sep occasions. ( luv cakes ^^ ) . Treats to meals by friends n releatives ( outta job. but not outta friends. fellowship to me is bettar den gifts. really like it) . ang pows ( still haven open up leh.. lol ) . nice bday card from cg. ( really cute ) . personally designed image-card from dear fren. ( really sweet ) . a simple day of attention via smses. ( thx for the 5-cent worth of thot ) and the best part of it all. The best gift God has given me : a group of lovely friends and family. Spent a simple day at cousin's house. Well i remembered morning was alittle unpleasant because of some family lectures which i ofte...

21 has arrived. spend a day at my cousin housing nuaing and playing psp. -_- really no life. going out later to meet fun and bao. very bored nw. that's why im here ^^

I quit my job today. I was kinda sad and fustrated today. I found a secret spot to shed some tears today. to release all that fustration and burdens in me. felt really much better. but these thoughts keep crossing my mind .. that i am a trouble-maker... that i cause more problems in my work. the lack of value in there... and team spirit really drowned me at some point. but u noe what i pressed on ... sometimes thinking am i should be like Job. In a sense at the end of it all ... i realise i have a great need for love and appreciation. and the end of the day i realise another few things of myself : 1) my communication skills (with working adults) is not there. kinda like we flow with different expectations and desires. im in the world but hardly in their lives. 2) im still thirsty for love and appreciation. something that cannot be gain simply from human relations. if people refuse to give me .. its ok. i can get a better one with no strings attached ... i needa seek it out from God. 3...

Its been close to 2 months since i've written here. you know what's cool about keepin a private online diary. Its that nobody knows. In a world where our views, our personalities can be so easily confused. Where heartfelt opinions are so easily drowned by views of others... hmmm kinda deep here. Its ok if you dun understand. Cos sometimes Jason *don't get it either* ;) There's times when i ride on the ocean's crest.... man i tell you i soar. And there are days where its like every surfer's nightmare. im stuck in a whirlpool of trouble. Its so sickening. And it all comes down to this i believe. How much you really spend time with God. My trouble seems nothing when He's with me. But like any senseless sheep i sometimes wonder away.... and there he sits lookin at me run away. For a moment i felt free. yea tat moment was short-lived. The amazing thing i wanna say is that .... like how shephard never gives up on sheeps, God never gives up on you and me. He smiles...

..... that it's not by might, nor by power... but its by the spirit. ..... that everyone needs friends. The high ones (leaders / God), the low ones (simple people) , and of course the one close to our hearts ..and the one we see everyday. Its something duh but yet when you make friends that learn to stand up for u and de truth... u noe u've truly met some awesome people. ..... to trust in God. He will provide it in the right time. ..... that dreams and visions take times to come to bud and blossom. Don't give up just yet... especially when its something God place in yr heart. ..... to be humble. to learn to reject any self-exhaltaion and put on the mind of Christ. For all works are not done for ourselves... but for others. and that thru others we in return will become prosperous :) ..... to pray more in de spirit. Not the loud bam bam bam ones. But the sweet drawing spirit that flows out of yr belly like rivers of living water. ..... to encourage. People need it. expect not...

Amazing man. Din had so much fun .... or how shall i put it ... exciting time thru simple prayer meetings. and i mean meetingsssssss.. had 4 prayer meetings this week. I'm blown away man. Talk about revival..... there is so much movement in the spirit. In the midst of all this.... thank God for his sustenance this whole week. Well apart from the many prayer meetings i had.... i feel the devil tempting me throughout the week.. sowing thots of selfishness, negativity and bringing me to remember my past failures to tear me down. But by his grace and mercy, i am able to stand strong and pull through. I like the verse - For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ. 2 Cor 10:3-5 I grew to realise that we are consta...

Today was yet another day of another good day!!! The day has a refreshing start!! And amazingly ... there isn't much work in office for me to do!! I am still getting a hang of my work. Can't say i am perfect ... and there will be times which i am pretty critical over my low performance .... over that silly mistakes... over my forgetfulness over what i learn yet just days ago. But i keep telling myself that it'll be better. That i am not working there by chance ... and i will be a salt and light one day. Despite the reminders of the horrible times i had in my NS days... i know that God is always faithful to me. I can't rely on the past to bring me to future. Truly every step is a step of faith. I believe that every walk i take with Him will lead me higher... Just had prayer meeting wif the 143 / 116 gang. It was quite awkward i feel at the start ... and my fingers was seriously numb and tired. Never felt that stretched before ... since i don't usually play guitar for...

Food for thought by Mr. Robb Thompson “Do you see a man who excels in his work? He will stand before kings; he will not stand before unknown men.” Proverbs 22:29 (NKJV) Stand before kings? Hard to believe, you might say, but it has happened in my life. I have had the privilege of standing before many great men and women, including kings, queens, and presidents of different nations. The verse above says, “Do you see a man who excels? He will stand before kings; he will not stand before unknown men.” Your pursuit of excellence awakens the remarkable process of transformation. You may say, “Dr. Thompson, not me. You don’t know me, I am just an ordinary Joe.” Please listen carefully: If God can take a man who was on drugs, an alcoholic by the age of fourteen, embezzled stereo equipment, institutionalized at a mental hospital, and cause him to stand before some of the greatest men and women on the face of the earth, then He can certainly do it for you. But . . . with every...

Bank 101: Be a man of details. Because details determine destiny. Again it was a tiring day. But you know wad, i am amazed that i did not fall asleep in work or something. I kinda expect myself to be soooo sleepy (since i had a pretty long unrested but fun weekend) that i will doze off halfway during work. Thank God for the God-given strength to complete my work task... and somehow i think i got a hang of the work i struggled to get it right last week. As my superiors reviewed my work ... there was still tons of silly mistakes here and there.... (most if not all of which are done last week) so .. in a way i was kind of discouraged. I realise that though my work is in a way .... pretty small scale and to a certain extent pretty dead.. i know that every detail of my work is important. A small error like not inserting a "Mr" infront of a name in a letter is unacceptable in my line of work. And somehow ... i know that if i am going to undertake something 'huge' in the f...

Ahhhhhhhhhhh i am shagged. jus went for service -> chalet -> morning service -> Food game (shi zhi lu kou) -> Steamboat buffet! Spent alot !!! an amount never thought possible in my recent months .... not until God provided me with the opportunity to spend this much with my friends. Great is our God indeed!!! I am falling sick i think. But i pretty enjoyed the fellowship. Sometimes when i get too tired... i just daze and smile ..... but at least the last 2 days... i still had the energy to interact and run around (in the game). Sadly no much appetite to enjoy the food. Me and jarrett there just wanna sleep. Zz Gonna do QT soon. And yea i got to do QT (alone) at the East coast (small jetty) near the beach. It was a pretty rewarding experience! Though there wasn't a bam wow bam revelation.... but my heart was filled with thankfulness over all his goodness that was poured down on me this week. Pouring out my appreciation out at the breezy jetty was certainly unique! Maybe ...

What a day! Been tired again. Can't imagine .. 1st day of work and i feel pretty worn already. Probably not used to waking up early to work. Really thank God for this job. 1) It's near my house (2 NEL stops away!) 2) I have 2 friendly mentors ^^ 3) It brings me better income! No more eating of grass (soon! need to get paycheck 1st). Basically, i deal with capital repayment for Housing Loans. Sounds pretty simple, but the work process is pretty tedious and sophisticated. Maybe its because i am not used to the Bank Lingos... it's all pretty technical. I think at the end of the day, i am still a little messed up from all the different work processed i need to do. One bad thing about the job is probably because of its repetitive nature. But well i can't expect much from an office administrative job. Unless i do telemarketing or management training ... or something something else. But one thing for sure... i want to bask myself in this office... and be able to absorb everyth...

got an interesting mail from Chun li. Check it out. Rules from God 1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." Psalms 118:24 2. Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7 ! 3. Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lips guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3 4. Stand Up!!... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good..." Galatians 6:9-10 ...

I just came back from the Expo gym.... ahh and i just got a revelation today... I need to hit the gym more. or at least work out my muscles more. Me knowing me knows that i will procastinate.. sadly so ... but still i wanna get back those muscles .... ahhh and get back in shape. Hope tomorrow will be a better day. After emerge 07 ... it's like i am crawling through life these days. Been moody ..... and idle.... and just sad. Oh how long must i remain like this? sigh. shalln't think about those sad sad stuffs. His joy shall be my strength.

Wad a word to say. Emerge!! I just returned from Expo. Tired. But i felt good. No it's not just a feeling. I am just happy. Filled but still hungry. So very hungry. And i still have a a lot of digesting to do! Pastor Kong raised many important issues that talks about many Christian's lifestyles .... and attitude. I have received a lot in my head ... but in the spirit .. i have not taken in as much. And i know the true assimilation of this knowledge comes when we live out the word. Since this is a private blog .... with actually little or no one actually visiting here ... i have more freedom of pouring my thoughts w/o being affected by people's opinions. These few weeks .... i am really doing my best to live a life ... that is away from the opinions from people ..... only opening my ears to the words that matters. Words from leaders i respect. Words from people i am under. And ultimately words from God. Its hard.... but this brings my focus to the things that really matter. ...

I just watch a show on Discovery Channel while ironing clothes. I don't know what's the title (i bum into the show midway). But i was quite surprised that they portray it like a scary movie. I mean a documentary that looks like " I know what you did last summer! " ... that surely caught my interest. The show is about an interview with a family who had a bad experience in 1 of their apartments. It wasn't an ordinary bad experience. It has to do with spirits. From the onset i watched, they recounted the events that take place in that house. First, it was the voices they heard in the daughter's bedroom. The young girl in her teens began to complain about the strange noises she heard and that the house is weird. The mother confessed too that there is a heaviness in the air ... and she heard voices too. She began to share with her husband but he wouldn't listen as he never witness any of that. He sticks to science and brushes everything off with a simple "...

Its just a day before emerge. Cant say i was very excited. Cant say i am burning with passion. Urg its weird. But i want to catch something tomorrow. Something in life that i'll never forget. Think as i type now, the ushers should be packing up. My CG mates and other church mates busily preparing and praying for success in tomorrow's POS. What a day it will be tomorrow! Must sleep early! I went to Fuji Xerox towers just now for a job interview with Prudential. Apparently someone gave my name their company to do a character analysis. The company is expanding their workforce and recruiting new Prudential Advisers .... hence they are looking through contacts of people to recruit people. The interview is simple but quite unique. She mentioned about the pros of commission based job with them .... and how i can rise based on my hard work. But of course their work leans on selling "schemes" or plans for people. And certain people have a better edge because of their personal...

GDOP stands for Global day of prayer. Wonder if everyone was praying all around the world on the same day we gathered at National Stadium.. It was a pretty interesting event .... well at least its something u dun get to see every week at expo. It was a pretty slow-paced event ... but it was good. Ushered with Jarrett through the meeting. The event wasn't as packed as i thought. But well, i think everyone enjoyed praying together that day. A praying nation is hmmmm... i dunno. A mighty nation!!! A hot day followed by a breezy night. we are far far far away from stage.... prayer partner.

hmm.. I could be a bird in the sky.... and ride the thermal drifts to the horizon. I could be a fish in the sea... and enjoy the splendors of the deep. I could be an ignorant ant... that works and works day by day. Or I could be just me. A spectator in the wonders of your creation. That knows the true value of life itself is in you. Thank God for making me, me. Your faith in me taught me to believe.. My granny nags again. Early morning nagging is not good for your brain. She tells me if i do not want to study, go get a job. Ahh but i'm already doing it. It's just that i have not told her yet. Thinking about all of it all .... i somehow dwell back into the past where those hurtful words were said to me. I can still remember those words! It's hard to let go.... but to hold on to spiteful emotions is harder. Because the damage it does to my heart is immeasurable. Forgiving is also an art to master. Jobs jobs jobs ........ i need a job.

I went to search for a job today .... and ironically .... i do not know the name of the company ... or the exact location of the venue.... but i just went and followed the lead of my contact... Turns out to be a sales job with this company - DW Group. Throughout the intro and interview (round1), thoughts of " Is this another MLM conspiracy ??? or would this be another NTI experience" keep running through the back of my mind.... i feel alittle paranoid there but as he explained more about the job.... i realised is another job with Sales. Great! I don't like sales job. The last time a seemingly nice com-guy con me into this job of selling computers .... with promises that we will sell at least 20 over plus computers.. wow! and guess what ... our top owner sold only 11 computers. I sold 5 coms thru the whole com-fair and well ... bygones bygones... i forgive the guy .... and sales probably is not my cup of tea. I don't know.... but i really wanna get a job .... a good pa...

Oh God..... Who can stand righteous before you o Lord? Who can share the intimate (secret) things of God ....?? O Lord i have sin against you. and against you only have i sinned.I know that many are called but few are chosen. It is so hard to walk in the path i need to walk Lord. But God can i experience you even more intimately than before? Despite what my caretakers say, i have forgo it all to follow you... And yet i do not want to disappoint yet another person.. my loved ones. And i know i have constantly upset you with my sins and pride. But God you say you are forgiving and just.... and it will take time to forge back our friendship of trust. Lord i will perservere for the upward call of God... seeking Jesus, my author and finisher of faith... with the help of the Holy spirit my advocate, I will wanna see blue skies with that rainbow u made for Noah..and the love you gave to all your dearest beloved children abba Father.. Do not forsake me again for i am alone in this spiritual ba...

I need finances......... thank God for the job that came by last week... the details are quite sketchy though.. -_- and its only 1 hour per day! And if they are going to pay me around $5 per hr .... i cant imagine further. Oh well i need to pay my BF badly... I begin to ponder about a few things recently.... one aspect is about financial breakthrough. I do not have any big financial breakthroughs so far ...... and frankly ... i am wondering the offering messages that i gave ... all those promises... will it come to past? I realise something that any educated 3 - year old kid can tell me ... No work = no pay = no luxuries = no giving to the Lord = no giving to friends. As much as i would like to bless others in their birthday ... the main problem now is that i am spending too much time at home .. either playing games ... surfing the net or reading manga(s) .. than getting a proper job to equip myself with experience and cash! Its just my old lazy bones... and my old habit of procastinat...

I had a great week last week. And after the BS lessons, the books and the infilling of God's word in my life... suddenly there seems to be a light upon my path. God has spoken many times in my life... but it was a pity i did not treasure those times i spent with him. He has a great vision for me ... and probably the mantle might have been given to another faithful one. However, i know he always has plans for every single one of us. A calling. And even as i try to draw close to him.... i get to understand that most of the time i will not be able to feel God's presence. If it God is so real, and if he long to have such a communion with us ... why is it so hard to seek God. Qi Hui told me last week that she had a revelation of that during our zone prayer meeting. Well the revelation she had is amazing. She mentioned that to know God more, just like knowing any ordinary friend ... you'll need to spend more time ... more effort ... sometimes necessary sacrifices to understand th...

I haven't been doing my PDL series so regularly because ..... 1) I play too much games ....... just too much. 2) reading other books.... 3) not praying well too. You know in christianity .... all the woo-ahs about God and religion .... can be brought down to such a simple level. Ps CK showed me yesterday. And i have not witnessed the love of God and His presence in such a tangible manner like it was in yesterday's meeting. I mean it is different from our regular service .. where we have the lights and great sound and preacher. Those are good. But the fire among the people isn't there. Yesterday the HS just moved so freely among us. I mean its different from Ps Benny Hinn's meeting where the whole stadium is electrified .... but in another sense ... i get to know how God moves among the hungry .... and the meek . All around me ... people were weeping .... but i didn't. But i feel blankets after blankets .... wave after waves of water pouring on me..... and a message ...

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i feel refreshed today after a good prayer wif cell group. i have been pondering about the sermon of Mounts message and my late readings by John Bevere ... and of course my BS lessons. About my lifestyle .. and attitude.... i just cant develop that happy healthy me again. I know God is working very much on my inside now .. and that's why he brought me to where i was. And even though there are times i neglected him, he still calls out to me in very different ways. Like through books... through the things i do... (they would just suddenly feel meaningless). He wants my attention.... but on my part ... i will sometimes just do the things i want to do. How do i die to myself everyday? How do i praise God even at my most unconvenient time? This is like Basic Christianity 101. This is what probably what David calls sacrifice of praise. I want to die to my old self ... and develop that hunger again. For that special secret mana he reserve for those who seeks him earnestly... I realise som...

my blog has problems. everything seems to be in haywire... cant post properly. hai. Anyway praise the lord... i love this week's message. I can see now all that he's doing in my life... up till now.

I recently told my new cgl that i want to be a helper again. Lots of conviction burn in my heart... I mean i really do not like to lead. I guess you can call me the "serving" type rather than leading type. But i really feel God calling me to walk out from my comfort zone to do his works again.... To feed his lamb, tend his sheep... and feed his sheeps. I'm so confused today. On my way back... i was really tired. I can't say that i did alot of work ... but maybe because of the lack of exercise ... i grew easily exhausted after all the chair carrying and shifting in Expo. But yea .. on the way back ... i became quite irritated with the gang i was with. My cg mates. It's like i don't belong there at all... The things they say ... the lame joke they crack ... yea they are ok. But I am not particularly keen to participate and talk. Sure in the past i will just go ahead and chat wif them to my very very best. But now it's different. I do want to fellowship.. but...

[ The 7th installment thus far for Purpose Driven Life. ] Point to ponder: It's all for him Romans 11:36b (LB) For everything comes from God alone. Everything lives by His power, and everything is for His glory. It's all for him. Everything around me worships Him. Have you ever thought what does the birds in the sky, the sand, sea and clouds ... the little ants that crawl towards your food ... the little cute puppy you got as a pet .. what's all this to you? Why are they here on earth ? I mean we know the role they play very well. Birds chirp, fly around and hunt for food. They learn the dangers of their environment and are always alert lest they become a part of someone's food chain. Collectively, it can be said they are all for one purpose. That purpose is the same for all of them. That is to glorify God. I read a book by Lee Strobel that argues many theories of our time on faith, science and religion. What intrigues me is that the readily build up arguments against G...

Points to ponder : This earth is not my home "So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Cor 4:18 (NIV) King David once prayed, "Lord, remind me how brief my time on earth will be. Remind me that my days are numbered, and that my life is fleeing away." (Ps 39:4) It is quite sad to know that time flies by so fast. I mean i am an adult now. Like it or not i have to accept my new found responsibilities. Work, make a living, and before you know it, i'll have to pass the baton to yet another younger generation. I read alittle of Ecc on how time can past away so quickly. And the wise and the fool all have the ultimate fate of death. But christians know that death is yet but another new beginning. And that's when our everlasting journey starts. Then what shall we make of our time on this earth? Isn't it like what King Solomon likes to describe, " chasing after the wind? Co...

Peace Is Not The Absence Of Turmoil; It Is The Acknowledgement Of God’s Presence. by Ps Robb Thompson. These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33) Not only was there a bitter herb set upon the Passover table, but there was also a sweet, delicate herb. Parsley is that customary herb, used to remind Jews of the sweet, peaceful incidents that no doubt occurred during their long journey to the land God prepared for them. But God cares far more about your faith than He does about your comfort. We read in 1 Peter 1:7 that trials are only tests of our faith, to show that it is strong and pure. In Job 23:8-9, Job records his search for God, “I go east, but He is not there. I go west, but I cannot find Him. I do not see Him in the north, for He is hidden. I turn to the south, but I cannot find Him.” It could have appeared to Job that God had entirely abandoned him. All ...

I have been thinking. After opening up this blog to 3 leaders... it is alittle much less personal now. But that's okay since they are my leaders. They are my covering. That is why i understant my need to account. For now i am under another leader - Xiu wen. She wants to get into my life ... but i am not letting her in. She said its ok and she will not compel me. And she will wait for me to respond to her again. Why am i doing this ? What am i becoming? I don't want to shut her off. I mean she has been a great partner when we were helpers in the past. We shared alot of our burdens together. We prayed alot together... After she left w143, i was very upset. But weeks later, i realise she is different. She tells me that i can confide with her. I told her i am different from her. She asked me twice on seperate occasion what's the difference.... and i did not reply her. I guess this is one part no one will understand. I am different from others. It goes beyond our personality, in...

Just went for pm today.... and i realise our church members are in the Miss Singapore Universe (MSU).... So i went to have a look at the show..... and i come into some conclusions. Intelligence can be sexy. So girls might want to consider spending an equal amount of time in libaries as they spend in salons... As the saying go ... smile a mile. The bigger the better. You have reach your mark if your megawatt smile can light up the city district. Chris Daughtry's song Home was sang by Jonathan Leong on that show too.. A very nice imho. The 1st time i heard Chris's song ... i thought "since when did Jon's singing got so good ?" They share a pretty similar style of singing... except Chris's voice is much more exceedingly powerful and sexy. Like the tone of his songs :) The day went pretty well. Had some misunderstanding earlier but thank God it was resolved. I really treasure this friend of mine and i think by far ... she is the only one i can connect very well th...

i got to bath just 15 mins ago.. quite exhausted so i shall rant very very fast. I just realise today how important electricity is. I mean its like a neglected, overlooked force in our everyday lives but in a urban city like Singapore, how many people are able to survive without electricity? Technically speaking, of course we can! But we will miss all its splendor and goodness if it is missing. Caveman lives are sure not fun to experience. That's how i felt waiting 2 hours ago, waiting for the electrical current to flow again back again to power my appliances. I don't want to bath without the heat. Or sleep in my stuffy room without my trusty-o-fan. The ugly truth is is that i am really quite dependent on all my electrical appliances to meet my needs (or wants if you prefer to call it). It brings to think the world before electricity was born. Things are done probably in a more hectic way back then. I mean they don't get air-con. Don't talk about even smsing or computer...

I'm quite tired now -_-. Woke up early to do some work and before i know it ... i will be going out soon. Really have to pray for strength since i will be ushering again after a long while. I will be a normal usher again this time. I do hope i am able to relate back to my fellow ushers again. Holy spirit please guide me... Today's PDL is quite good. It talks about viewing life from God's perspective. The way we see our lives shape our lives. Rick mentions about how we see our life and our understanding of our life. I will come home later to blog more :) i need to prepare myself for my day later sooooooo ..... i shall think about it more later. I am back home from church!! Survived the blackout and now i shall continue...... Before pondering about the PDL message, i want to share about today. Ushering was pretty good today. Though i tend to forget some little details during my ushering ... i thank God that he is able to help me flow and really usher into people to the zone. ...