World through Your eyes

Its a hecti-packi week people! and i fell sick. lol im happy though... cos its fun.. its fulfilling ... my frens are happy. im happy. God is smiling . yesterday celebrated my gd fren wen's bday .. :) and man her 21st is really a blast! just like good o vic's bday party. The effort by her members were really amazing and i tink the atmosphere there was jus fantastic! We played some funny games in De-coders cafe ( checkitout! ). its a small hangout sandwiched btw orchard and bukit timah. So yea had lots of fun! :) and most of all i tink our bday gurl really had tetri-zeta-manifold blessings from everyone she loves. ha my 21st was nano-ified compared to hers. but i am happy for mine .. cos that's de way i like it. short, simple and sweet! o ya ... i did some game box for wen which i took quite some time to hunt... but most of de ideas in de box are just purely lame but really hard-worked :) hope she enjoys my gift. later caught de show - definitely maybe wif Verona and Chong. ...

i am falling sick.... but i shall be well again. i hope. i pray. i say. i will. i must. i am. i trust. God yes. yee-ha. amen.

dear frens .... i felt im sliding away from excellence... and when i look back and see how i perform through the week... it is quite discouraging :( yea i lost the fire.. i was anxious. I was overwhelmed by fear... again . I'm tired of making same mistakes. And being a less detailed and forgetful person.. i needa put in more effort to plan. more effort to learn. more effort to pray. more effort to 'recover' from all this setbacks. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger! i am ironman!!!!!!!!! Well when the ACU shouted over the comm set over our performance as Stage1, 2 ... i was kinda really sad again. but after a momental period of griefing .. i got back and continue my fight again. i must really start thinking on how to serve with a spirit of excellence and without being gripped with anxiety or fear. I have to step up or i will really get kicked out ... which will be very very bad.......... hai. After reflecting our duty with my stage 2, s-understudy, simon and T2 toda...

Character Analysis - got this from Patrick Test results from MotivationalLiving.com Your Personality Style Description: Jason values close, personal relationships, and he will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of his own needs. He is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Jason will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in his lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition. Jason is an optimistic individual. He is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. He tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to his charm. Jason is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to him because they find him inspirational. Jason prefers to work through problems by analyzing things that worked in the past. He is willing to follow another person's lead if they display adequate ability and if Jason has confidence in their ability. He is someone who is able to le...

What a weekend i had :) :) Really had fun with alot of friends..... and well im impacted again this week by this lovely group of people :) As i shared in my testimony in CG, beginning of the week i was feelin quite down. It wasn't very very bad ... but well it's just like there is dullness in the air around me.... and if i walk next to flowers they will wither wif sadness (T_T) that kind. lol that's what i call dull man. But im grateful to my 'faith-full' friends! Verona really inspired alot to step up my faith. Looking at the kind of positive attitude and respect she shows for her dad even though her Dad treat her so harshly really convict me... i mean i wouldn't do that as a young believer. And even for now ... sometimes i will just shut-off when my granny nags at me with the critical tone of hers. But well after hearing about her love and patience to her Dad, i am really inspired to be a better man! Yes! a better man i will be. If my granny nags at me tmr, ...

its been awhile since it was noisy here :) ... ever since i open this blog again. but noise is good. during the whole course of last year ... ive been quite emotionally shutdown. But thank God for His 2nd chance. Thank God for the friends who stayed and prayed thru wif me :) and well i will continue to make more and more cool friends :) wahhaha i shared with YH my burden about my ushers yest. In a way.... after speaking to some other helpers .. i felt that my team has not been really growing very well. I've been really wondering why. And recent events that happened to my church friends also sadden me abit. Where was the joy to serve one another... to be there for another ? The willingness to live a sacrificial life for God. Where has all this fire gone to in the church? And to this... im speaking to myself too. Its time i think we took a stand to either do or don't. To live or die. Anything that is half-hearted never amounts to anything great. And i really hope God gives me the...

I am burdened with alot of things now... to me friendship matters alot... and seeing some of my friends going through something painful... it really burdens me. After a talk with Elaine, i realise .... yea this is really the devil's work! After all those problems ... the heart of the matter is really the matter of our heart. And our heart is always 'tampered' ... or distrubed by the Devil. The issues of self-esteem that i had before ... or pride ... or selfishness and the feeling to throw everything aside and just put myself 1st in all..... its all cultivated and nurtured by the devil. Joyce Meyer calls in the strongholds we have in our mind . I am really angry at this. :( i will bind the devil upside down in the next few weeks man. I will bind him till every hospital has all their demons name listed in their patient list! GrrRRRR When a nice friend of mine pop me this question recently... i really wondered what to say. I remembered going through 'Life questions' l...

This week my CGL gave me my very first opportunity to lead worship in CG! :) :) PTL! Befoe that .. I got a small gigantic testimony to share ( small because its a small area of my life .. but gigantic because its a big work God did in my life !) Share with u a secret... i sometimes doze off in office. something like this.. LOL ok its not really like that in office but ... sometimes due to inadequate rest... my head can really sway up and down as i work. and i will try lots of ways ... like pinching myself ... drink warm water ( by far the most effective) or wash up in toilet. This week i was especially 'sleepy'. I will tell my bunch of office mates i am meditating when they caught me in e act.. lol. But well i just wanna thank God that today... after a good prayer i had really good God-given strength. I dun really feel much different. But i have energy! I mean i can conquer the world man! I really thank God for this strength! :) ok back to the subject... i was leading praise ...

Testing this new feature in blogger. or not so new actually... :) wadeva it is ... presenting to u ... Our very first Jam! (without peanut butter and bread) ... editors note : The above video has not been photoshopped or videoshopped. All characters in video are not fictional but they are embodied creatures who can sing dance and act. This video production was brought to you by W116, the leading CG in the W116 family... which of course only has W116 members. The editor would like to caution any users to refrain from blasting their speakers while watching the video. Any generous feedback will be very well appreciated. Thank you.

7.15 am I woke up with a sms on my hp... In my sleepy eyes .. it appear to read like this .. " wake up u @#$!@# its 8 am !!@#" *why does this person sound so much like my grandma... must be someone send by my grandma to disturb me ... * i went back to bed. =_= woke up at 8, did a quick clean-up and was up reading the bible and surfing some blogs. did a quick surf to turtle's blog and ..... suddenly ... like a ray of morning light slowly resting on the kitchen table. i understood who's that granny. lol. A great way to start April fools day. Getting a false alarm clock from a wacky friend. Its ok... i forgive her.... lol But well she stirred me up. The whole day i send april fools joke everywhere... This is probably the looniest day in 2008 ... :D I start smsing some of my close but not so close friends this : " It's my birthday yes. U forgot to wish me!!! i am so sad! so sad! :( :( :( :( .." lol instantly i caught some unsuspecting innocent fish. One of t...

Haven't jammed in awhile. But well looking back at what we had ... i am so glad we 'crashed' it on sunday. Crashed as in a last-minute fix. Here are some of my fav pics that i got from Ben :) Chong's sing-opera pic is so farny! Well we got quite alittle bit of equipment hiccups, nt to mention our 0-preparations for our songs .... things got alittle 'out-of-hand for awhile. But the wild time is fun! :) Chong spreads his army songs. Ben went wild with the mic. Shella became the next avril lavigne ... and PR ... well he did his drumsticks proud. :) I felt alittle lost all the while. lol honestly ... i still prefer accoustic. Playing base still hasn't gotten into me yet. But i just like Jamming. and so I invented a new phrase which i am so proud of ... We JAM 'cos we AM the next GEN that REP the great I AM ! Cool huh ? I could be a DJ someday. :)