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Life is turning up
Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 2:16 AM
feel quite tired this week! :) but i feel really happy! by the grace of God... we met 9 overseas students coming over to our church.. and they are all doctors- to - be who wanted to live their life to make a difference. [Malaysian fellowship]. I am amazed by their faith! check out their website!
and now im back at citibank! it's like im running a circle .. and now im back again! but still want to thank God for the job. it's really a simple job so far.. with a better pay than my prev job as a telemarketer... less scoldings.. more chances to interact with people [cos i can email!] ... have higher chance to meet dear^^ ... and it allows me to go school earlier! so much good things! PTL!
anyway i enjoy fellowshippin w frens tis week! met pat , yuan jun and gao peng 4 pit stop! it's been a good relaxing time! not really relaxing ... but more of fun and simple chill out activity.. that involves team work.. plannings and deliberate attempt to stay 'alive' in the game! it was fun! a break from the normal L4d every week experience..
Then i met my JC mates to support one of his friend's committee DnD event. it was quite badly responded event.. very little pple came.. quite lame performance .. cos the magician is very very egoistic! i caught my fren dozing off half wayy thru e show. but i guess we dun mind coming down tog to help out another person's event!
i am also happy to talk to some of the long-lost members in our cg! like my and nhut! haha.. this week so much fellowship. ok time to go play abit of monster hunt! den sleep
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Vision..
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 1:56 AM
Great Leadership comes with a price.There's more work to be done...
But the works flows from You!
Ultimately .. it's about You!
When no one's there .. You were there.
When i work in despair.. You were there.
When people needs to know You more.. You were there (with us)
I've been riding on her annointing for a long time... (and the church)
i've got to get my own mana and feed my sheeps..
Now : It takes 6 times more firepower to obtain a new ground than to stay at a old ground.
Help me o Lord to be the Man. No more running wild.
Refreshing~
Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 11:52 PM
This week was indeed a refreshing week! :)
1st i ate shokudo with dear.. yums! So long never eat there.... so refreshing! Enjoy eating with her! :P . . .
1st i ate shokudo with dear.. yums! So long never eat there.... so refreshing! Enjoy eating with her! :P . . .
2nd Elaine's Back!!! i feel stress but yet i feel i wanna talk to her more... but she's really busy! i realise after she's back.. it's like everyone's different. we are more relax and happy. wow... it's like the good o days in our family fellowship again..
3rd Rev Dr. A.R. Bernard was here! I mean i am chewing on so much green pasture... i really need time to digest the great word. Most impt .. i needa get my own rhema every week
4th Overnight Prayer Meeting [OPM] with Ps Chee Kiang was great! He talked about how sometimes we loose track of Jesus in our lives when we are caught up with the ministry.. the people.. the struggle... the pain... that the reality of God is missing.
Actually to talk on that... i just chatted with one member on the issue of feeling the presence of God. many people on stage in the past few weeks have been talking about God... being so near to us. but why sometimes does He seem so far ?
to think abt this now... it's a funny feeling. cos i remembered asking my spiritual mom in my 1st cg .. What is the presence of God ? why can a person weep and laugh under this ?? she tell me it's not always just a feeling... it is also a knowledge of the goodness of God. it's also abt experiencing something extraodinary in life that after considering all aspects of the situation... - you can only conclude it's God that makes it work!
For me .. i only got the head knowledge. i am a guy that likes to think. to ponder. and i always think that nature in itself is a real proof of the very loving and detailed God that we serve. It's like the bible say.. (Luke 12:23-27)
"Life is more than food, and the body is more than clothing. Consider the
ravens, for they neither sow nor reap, which have neither storehouse nor barn;
and God feeds them. Of how much more value are you than the birds? And which of
you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? If you then are not able to do
the least, why are you anxious for the rest? Consider the lilies, how they grow:
they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you, even Solomon in all his glory
was not arrayed like one of these."
But yet the emotional experience... and the blessings in my situation. it wasn't so immediate. but the greatest need of mine was met. it was loneliness. And that was God's no1. in his to-do list he has worked on. That was probably what i needed the most at that time.... It's awesome! PTL! :)
After he dealt with my heart.. i could see better. and i could trust and could reason better. that God is not just a beautiful creator.. He is true to His word! If he bring comforts to the broken-hearted.... and it was a strong form of assurance that i kept in my heart. He was slowly restoring me for a greater purpose
So pretty much like what Ps A.R. Bernard has shared.. God's revelational experience is not just a something we can talk abt and forget abt it. It's present in our everyday lives! Christ is very much integrated.. interwoven into fragments of our life.. sometimes it's hard not to see. It's only difficult to exp God when we have set our idols in our life. When we are so attracted to something that we lose touch with something that's precious. something that gives meaning to our lives...
Life is more than just play.. study... or e motions of eat , sleep and work. It has a deeper meaning than that... there's got to be something more in life.
Amazed
Wednesday, July 08, 2009 @ 9:06 AM
how your words have called me back to my first love... and helped me understand the purpose of 1st works..
thanks for Your reminder... Thank you abba Father.
A B C
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ 12:42 AM
[Michael Jackson - in Jackson 5]You went to school to learn girl
Things you never, never knew before
Like "I" before "E" except after "C"
And why 2 plus 2 makes 4
Now, now, now
I'm gonna teach you
Teach you, teach you
All about love girl
All about love
Sit yourself down, take a seat
All you gotta do is repeat after me
A B C
It's easy as, 1 2 3
As simple as, do re mi
A B C, 1 2 3
Baby, you and me girl
A B C
It's easy as, 1 2 3
As simple as, do re mi
A B C, 1 2 3
Baby, you and me girl
Come on and love me just a little bit
Come on and love me just a little bit
I'm gonna teach you how to sing it out
Come on, come on, come on
Let me tell you what it's all about
Reading, writing, arithmatic
Are the branches of the learning tree
But without the roots of love everyday girl
Your education ain't complete
Tea-Tea-Teacher's gonna show you
(She's gonna show you)
How to get an "A" (na-na-na-naaaaaa)
How to spell "me", "you", add the two
Listen to me, baby
That's all you got to do
Oh, A B C
It's easy as, 1 2 3
As simple as, do re mi
A B C, 1 2 3
Baby, you and me girl
A B C it's easy,
It's like counting up to 3
Sing a simple melody
That's how easy love can be
That's how easy love can be
Sing a simple melody
1 2 3 baby
You and me
Sit down girl,
I think I love ya'
No, get up girl
Show me what you can do
Shake it, shake it baby, come on now
Shake it, shake it baby, oooh, oooh
Shake it, shake it baby, yeah
1 2 3 baby, oooh oooh
A B C baby, ah, ah
Do re mi baby, wow
That's how easy love can be
A B C it's easy
It's like counting up to 3
Sing a simple melody
That's how easy love can be
I'm gonna teach you
How to sing it out
Come-a, come-a, come-a
Let me show you what's it's all about
A B C it's easy
It's like counting up to 3
Sing a simple melody
That's how easy love can be
I'm gonna teach you
How to sing it out
Sing it out, sing it out
Sing it, sing it
A B C it's easy
It's like counting up to 3
Sing a simple melody
That's how easy love can be
another of dear's recommendation :) check out his groovy moves at such a young age!
My favourite song by him is Heal the world... been listening to it thru my pri sch days. tribute to pop legend.
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1 2 3 4
@ 12:10 AM
[Plain White T's] - Mavis showed me this song she really like. it sounded really cool.. check it out
1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you
1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you
one great song just for you...
Steamboat
Saturday, July 04, 2009 @ 2:58 AM
just had steamboat with e cell group!man i wish the army guys were there ... Qihui, and vic and yj and 'laine too! cos the food is shooo gooood! i still have the smell of the grill chicken on my fingers now as i type .. (ew?) haha.
These few weeks... i've been dragging myself to work everyday. it's been difficult job.. and i don't know just how i could get appointments just by calling. it's really by God's grace i could secure some earlier in the last few weeks... but this week... just sad i cant get any solid lead. it feels like im not very useful there in e company.. sigh but i got to kick e feeling away. until i find a new job... i'll perservere on! or else my little gurl will kick my butt when i go jobless again!! :O
I cant wait to play Left 4 Dead tmr again. going to meet patrick to learn Arkham of Horror board game. love to catch up with him cos he's so subtle(y) dramatic! sounds ironic but that's him! he's like a silent joker man. Hope that one day i can teach the sisters hw the game work and together... we shall witness mayhem on our computer screens... bwahahahaha
Please pray for my dear. she's sick! Dear if ya reading this... drink more h20!
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*new* look
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 2:06 AM
Change new blogskin! yes fresh new look :) neater and cooler!but still has unfinshed.... sigh changing blogskin for me is really a big pain(t) job. i need a new com!
played L4D with the bros like (so many so many so many) times with the bros. the fulfillment of killing zombies and working as a team to slay the evil forces has reached a whole new level of fun! but certain times it feels like strangling your team-mates.. i guess this is how you grow in teamwork and relationship.
more than that... played table tennis few weeks back. sigh wanna do more sports... but school is starting so soon. exams coming out soon. it's really scary.
but i know more things are waiting for me to be done. gotta go all out.
anyway i hope my little brother in my cg can think things thru and consider well his directions. don't make decision of a lifetime by impulse. cos a family is not formed thru sweet good times. it's formed by sticking together and making it thru tog as one. :)
alrighto
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a short hurray - - -
Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 12:55 PM
this week has been a pleasant week. i've finally got my pay.. :) so no more living on simple yucky food. heheheThank God
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Hakuna Matata
Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 10:05 AM
I've sign up for my new modules this week. school's going to start real soon! in another 2 more weeks... in 7 July class will start! sigh our holiday's quite short =/ ..... but this year i chose interesting modules! Corporate Finance ( heard its a killer ), Investment Management, Sociology and Psychology course, Marketing. Seems all soo interesting! heheSigh i feel i need to draw back to God. i miss morning Prayer meetings! >:O got to discipline myself to wake up early to pray!
ok enuff rabble babble..
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