World through Your eyes

[ personal ramblings ] He's a real great man of God :) I feel really happy that Ps Ulf is here. Cos he always prophesy great news to our church. and there is just a breakthrough in the atmosphere. He shared 3 great sermons on 3 seperate days. And i love all 3 of them. Though in the first 2, i din really take in much. I spent much time pinching myself to stay awake :). Each service last about 3 hours .. and i really wished we could have more. It's just so great to be in church. and really it's nothin much more to do with my physical commitment to this church. my ministry. But i'm really happy to be in the house of God. I like some of his points. randomly points. Timing is everything. The world works by it. We are moved around by it. But yet we aren't controlled by it. It's really important to see how much time we spent freely on. Because our progress in life, the good things we have .. and especially my relationship with God .. depends largely on how i spent it. ...

[ personal ramblings ] It's been a heavy week .... not just tiring ... but a week which i feel rather high and low. 'Cos A levels is really coming too. It's a period which i kinda feel drawn away from people too... but it's just great when it reaches the weekends .. not just because i am going back to the house of God.. to be with friends that i truly treasure. but because somehow at the end of the week.. i feel that i've overcome it all. The stress. The problems. And that i can truly spend my precious time in doing what i like to do. Being in place(s) i want to be. Doing things that is slowly changing the course of my life and bringing me into another level of victory in life. And yes! Weekends are just so cool! :) This week is also pretty special because of Valentine's Day .. on the 14th of Feb. It's a day for lovers. but for people who have no gf-s like me ... i got to spend the time with a special friend. That is Jesus . Hey it's not weird. well, evn...

[ personal ramblings ] I'm real tired.... of friends who fills me in with lies.... Why do i always get the feelin that i'm talking with people hiding behind a shady mask. I've always open myself to the truth. What's the real deal behind hiding behind a mask? sometimes i feel it's best that i have no friends. No family connections. I just want to have one simple relationship with God. God please help me understand this. Or at least have the strength to deal with it. :(

[ personal ramblings ] was real tired the whole day... unbelievably tired. but well i din compromise in my serving (in usher) ... lest peifen kills me. well i was also alittle quiet during Ministry support duty in the morning. I'm sorry if i appear alittle "dao" or withdrawn. I guess i am still a shy boy :). or maybe is it because i'm tired? or i dunno... Living a new life as a Christian did make me love myself better. Appreciate myself more. and understand myself more too. I was recently "scolded" by my mom , for looking down on myself. I was just chatting with her casually... telling her how i sometimes feel disgusted over myself. She den goes around and say .. " so you're despising God's creation now? He created you." Sometimes it's best not to say anything when you're feeling all bad over what you did. But to a certain extent .. maybe she was right about one thing about me. About how much i really love myself. I know it's go...

[ personal ramblings ] de-lir-i-ous ( adj ) : Marked by uncontrolled excitement or emotion; ecstatic There's every reason to feel Delirious. :) Because Jesus lives in me. And i am ........ free ........ free ........ free .......... from the clutches of the deceiver. This week wasn't a very particularly good week (except for the CNY of course ^^) ... at least when i am back in the office. Office politics are routine. But i am still learning to take a laugh over every bad thing that happen. It's really a great skill to master. Currently i am in level 0.9 ... so a very very long way to level-up . But even so ... God's word never fails. All things work out for the good of those who love God :) I am very very very excited abt wad happen over this weekend! Delirious? , a UK band from Littlehampton, England came over to our Church this week. It's like one of the coolest band i've known out there. Their music is really contemporary .. and very catchy. :) Well t...