Friday .. finally the day which brings us to the end of the week .. weekends =D
Good ol friday~!

Well seems the whole of today, i have gone thru only the Chinese AO Mock exam and the Chem lect which i seem to be in a *daze* thru'out the lect..
Haiz ... feel like sleepin in lects the whole week ... dunnoe wat's wrong wif me ..
And every morning, i will have morning flu.... so mucus will start trickling down my nose in every morning lects. zzz. My fren has officially proclaimed me as a "plague carrier" and has armed himswlf with his pw file as a shield if i sneeze or whatsoever ... [--]'


Lessons learnt from cell group:
The value of testimony ... which i feell is really very impactful to me .. cos i remebered the time pastor kong shared countless testimonies which made great impacts in various people lives. I still remember the time he shared about a boy who break open his piggy bank to sow his share to church funds ... that really touch my heart. It's great to see how small acts like this turn out to be great testimonies and blessings to others. =D. Though i had a pretty tiring wek, the cell group seem to pull my spirits up and *revive* me. => Never underestimate the power of a small testimony...

Today i learnt lots of things. I am not sure if it's like wat they call "God speaking to me". I've learnt to made Confirmations in my decisions and set aside time to see to it, to pray to god to let him know my plan and trust in him that he will maxmise my time in whatever i do so long i keep to it.
God has also shown me thru Testimonies that we should not be afraid, tired, sad, whatsoever for our upcoming Exams and Oral presentation which is impt for our uni admission.
"Trust in the lord with all your hearts and lean not in your
own understandings, in all ways anknowledge him and he will make
your path straight"
Proverbs .. ermm cant remember liao ... this is the only verse i remembered from carpenter workshop in children church until now.. =P

=|My Revelations|=

yEeHa~

Hockery hockey... in the rain ...
Well today we did weird exercises ... mostly working on those on our aps and thigh..
One of them was to a squad-game where we squad and stand up repeatedly until our legs are tired ... the last one standing wins.. kinda lame rite .. haha
Haiz ...

Man i feel like i backslided a lot in terms of my studies-attitude and my spiritual walk ...
Wat should i do man .. wad should i do ...
better start repentin and confessin..

My concentration is failing ..... y ar??
Every carrom game i play, i seem to be unable to concentrate..
Well, today was a fast day for me, and thankfully more relaxing compared to the past 2 days
Have to spend more time to rest..

Today can't get any better man ~!

Haiz, so tired today. I feel like sleeping in almost evry lecture.
And damn, i havem't revise chinese, i just got the 800 vocabs-words chinese book ... but haven't revise it yet. I feel so laggin behind.

Another fantastic thing that happen today was when i lost my friend's video camera. [--]'.
Can't imagine forking out 1000+ for that camera and losing our interview report in the video tape ...
Luckily a kind soul return it to the office and i manage to claim it from the office .. whew [-.-]"
Well, exactly after this incident my friend and i just found out we lost our pw file. Apparently it was lost in Lecture Theatre3. Well, my legs are aching over the hockey training. We had to run up and down to look for the servant to open the LT for us to retrieve out file. haiz soon it became clear to us that one of our frens must have took it home cos we couldn't find the file ... and yup so it is...
Haiz it appears that everyone is losing things here and there in SAJC..
For me, i am losing my head c[xx]o

Haiz ... A great way start the week with MONDAY....
Basically, today seems like a very blur day...
everything around me seems to be going on so fast .. and my brain is like stuck in one corner ...
unable to think or move with the flow .. haiz....
For PW today, i seem abit blur at what is happening .. its like my members are doin things and processing ideas faster than me...

During hockey, my passes and shots are soo ... light and weak .......
Futhermore, we had a sorta match today where we must make 10 successfull passes to another player without getting the ball intercepted by the defenders. Its 6 passers against 3 defenders.. Somehow my name is always being mention by the coach ... for well bad passes and ermm ya ..

Today had to meet the fren too... well i was sorta late ... and she was kinda angry .. and i dun blame her cos she came all the way down to pass something useful for my chinese revision before rushing home for her dinner. .... zzz

Wat a "nice" monday

PW ... Never know the girls in my PW group can be so effiecient.
Well, before i came to school today, i have a hunch that something will go wrong with our Written report. And guess what, ..............

Well we have lotsa problems, one of which is b'cos of me. I copy and paste the implications of our project in the wrong file. And i send the copy to my fren for printing and binding yesterday nite, not knowing abt it till the faithful day arrive, yea 2day.

Well, we made lots of major changes to our project and eventually, we have to skip our Chem lect to finish up the printing and binding of our project.
This is relly insane .. it's like those never-ending marathon cos since yest we have been rushing to finish our written report. The girls had quite an adventure as they ran back to one of their house, dodging cars and manuevering(wrong spellin'? heck!) across streets to print and bind before 10 am ( our dateline .. maybe more of timeline). Well eventually at about 1030, we manage to submit our written report, both soft copy and and hard copy
[--]' .

Now i am skipping chinese to do my agenda for tomorrow's PW and type this crapload of stuff. Just wanna take a break... [-o-]"

Get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent
and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
--James 1:21
New International Version

=|crossroads|=

\/\/\ SA OPEN HOUSE /\/\/
Well .. .today is definitely a yee-ha day and a woohoo day. Yep it's my College's open hosue where juniors from diff dec sch comes to visit this amazing place. Sad things is i have to report in school at 8 o clock in the morning, and there isn't much programmes goin on at that time. zZz. Well for us, our roles are generally to tend the booth and partcipate in the exhibition matches. We played with the girls ... erm well haha ... erm dunno la .. no comments ... and we also played with outsiders .. people who claim to have no experience but played pretty well. Dun worry we din lose ... not when i am around haha . [--]'

Later part in the afternoon, met qihui, yiteng, vivi, jaryl and kidaya .. yea my 1st 3 month frens =D .. Well they are as chirpy as ever and seems to be having alotta fun. We chit-chat here and there, before i rush off to church with peifen and yihui. Had to take a taxi ride [--]' cos peifen has to rush to church .. Haiz (( \\ |$| //)) >>> money fly away

Church service was pretty good. Our pastor, pastor Kong came back and was still as hip and trendy as ever.. haha. not to mention funny. Well today he shared with us Conviction vs. Preference and i learn to be put conviction in to my relationship with god and with my good frens and buddies. =D. Though it's a long day, i felt recharged after the service ... Hallelujah~! haha cool men ... so i was a bit chatty in dinner =D ... OVerall, the day was cool and hot .... and i am losing my mind soon .... =D

Today seems like PW day ..
Just found out a crapload of things that are wrong ...
GOD HELP ME~~~

http://www.mysticalball.com/

still figuring how it works ... think it's some psyhological mathematical thingy ...

Wednesday .. argghh i thought we would be released early today ..
Well apart from TEAM SAJC members and students involve in lerning journey, everyone
must stay in school for a dialogue session with mr minister from ermm dunno wat ministry .. pardon me i wasn't listening =D..
In the 1st part of the dialogue was a 30 - 40 mins blah blah session,haha ermm speech by our minister on what makes singapore tick ,/ and not cross X.
The Q and A was more interesting. We touch on issues about gayism, censorship and terrorism.
Samuel, SFC president spoke up on how he feels about apermitting gayism in out society ..kinda what i expected and what i agreed on too. =D
There was a little gurl from art class tink a22 whom spoke like an typical american.[cannot stand her]
She feels that Singapore should allow full exposure of explicit materials in movies as educated singaporeans can be exposed to "art" ; Only pornargraphy on the net and cd's should be discouraged.
Well another guy voiced out that he disagreed totally abt what she say as he tinks this exposure might be good to good-minded people but would make "sick" people sicker.
Interesting huh ...? then the girl retort back fiercely with dunno what ... i din here properly but it is damn funny ... haha especially with the accent on. Reminds me of the dramatic debate in Soap Operas ..
The guy responded something like that. "If you really wanna expose to this art, go pornographic website and absorb all you want !" After that there was a round of applause and the girl appeared rendered speechless. Exciting huh ??
Haiz the rest of the Q 'n' A wasn't that interesting =P

haiz Chinese coming ,, zhe mo ban ?? zhe mo ban ??
Well the day go on as usual

"Don't cherish exaggerated ideas of yourself on your importance, but try to have a sane estimate of your capabilities by the light of the faith that god has given to you"

Rom. 12:3

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If i think you are important than i am ... and you think i am more important than you are ... and he thinks she is more important than he is ... and she thinks he is more important than she is ... then in the end everyone feels important but no one acts important ...

cool huh ?
=| Max's opnion on what Jesus would think, adapted from "A love worth giving" |=

He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion
until the day of Christ Jesus.
--Philippians 1:6
New International Version

=|crossroads|=

Another day as usual ...
Went for morning service in the morning ...
Followed by doble period GP lecture and then chinese for 3 periods.
Really bored to death [xx]'

Well break was kinda ... ermm ya a break 4 me ...
We had 3 periods of break !!! Reminds me of my 1st 3 months orientation
when we had lotsa breaks ...
i treasured my time ..
~ 1st break for lunch & chit chat
~ 2nd break listening music in lib plus reading a nice book
~ 3rd break learn guitar ... cool man 1st time i tried making "noise" with an electric guitar ..
pity the people in the COR [^^] ..

Well after this break we had 2 periods of PW .... haiz
Another great thing happened..
My written report file was lost when my fren took out the disk while Word is opening the file.
I got really bored and start searching my frens names on the web to see if there are postings of their name on the net. Apparently our pw appears to be another break to me.
Finally, we end the day with 2 exciting lectures which i doze off and struggle to keep awake for the next 30 mins. The good news is the lecturer, whom is also out Phy teacher let us off early..
I can't wait to get back home to zZz..
Guess what .... i ended up playing com game.
When will i learn to stop tangling with com games ?¿?¿

Pride does go before a fall! It is not easy to balance the
two truths: "I must not be prideful, but I must understand
just how much God values me." Satan can use our self-
denigration, the worthless worm syndrome, to discourage us and
keep us from using our gifts for Kingdom work. On the other
hand, pride takes God out of the picture and attributes our
contribution to God's Kingdom to us and not to God.

Do not think
of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of
yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of
faith God has given you.

--Romans 12:3

=|crosswords|=
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Sometimes i wonder why god does not speak to me.
I prayed really hard when i feel really lousy at once and i simply can' feel what my leaders call " god's tangible presence"
I have realise one point, from Pastor Phil Pringle- God can speak to you in many ways.. thru your cell group leaders, thru yr christian friends and thru the church pastors. Sometimes it can even conflict with my own "desired thoughts". I mustn't lose faith especially when i cant experience god's presence or his words. I may be unable to feel his presence but i noe his presence is always with me, cross-examining my heart all the time, always pouring out love in my path. It's patience and faith that can lead me to it.

=|My Revelations|=

Monday
Well its not certainly not my favourite day of the week.
It starts with 2 periods of PW. Actually i don't mind PWing.
But i felt like the whole 2 periods is wasted by my CT who always wants to get our attention so that she can speak her stories.(not trying to be mean here but seriously she should give us some space sometimes)

Well PE was damn funny.
Well most of the classes were running and running but guess what ? Our teacher let us play softball !!
It was the all time boys against girls match but we all know the what the outcome of the match is gonna be right? ha~! The boys were outnumbered by the girls. Sadly, their futile resistance has sactisfactorily(is there such a word) earned them a point. =D. Victors will always remain victors. hahahaha getting abit arrogant here=P

Then comes Chinese .... 3 periods!!
Haiz and we are stuck in container block E without air-con for 3 periods.
Well the air-con is on eventually and the students agony is more disperse ( like u noe charge dispersal in chem). Chinese wasn't exactly my favourtie subject but i have to work hard to clear my A's. So i have to avioid stealing sleep class.

We had a break before we went for 4 periods of lecture. 2 for maths and 2 for chem.
haiz.. nothing interesting happen. Just fell like dozing off all the time.

*[Hockey training resumes]*
Hockey wasn't exactly exciting but was thankfully the training was less harsh.
We did the usual. Wack ball, pass ball, and play a friendly match, lose match ...
Reach home late .. just had dinner ... and here am i typing ...

I thank god for his extraodinary strength that is with me when i needed it.
Its is true that we cannot accomplish great task by our own mights but by god's unique blessing and strength. hmmm beginning more and more to understand this statement

Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They
will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow
weary, they will walk and will not be faint.
--Isaiah 40:31

=|yet another impactful verse|=

"well done, good and faithful servant. you are faithful over little things, i will make u ruler over many things. enter into the joy of the lord"
=|victor's quote from the bible|=

my 1st time trying this ... today is a whole new day
I've been receiving revelations now and then.
MOst of the questions i have been waiting for, i've sorta understand
Well, the change of me is just the beginning.
have to continue to have faith in the lord .