Elaine's Farewell
Keep (Guard) your heart with all diligence, For out of it spring the issues of life. - Pro 4:23 In the last few days... things were alittle topsy turvy for me.. I felt really low in life. It's like the devil had plan it all up. I was feeling pretty alright the whole day. Wanted to send Elaine off 'gloriously'! without too much 'boo-hoos' and 'sniffings arnd. But it turns out someone down there had plan something for me that day. First, we met up at popeyes as a group earlier. I felt alittle different.. and unnatural being there. And actually, i've got this feeling too at a farewell lunch with Elaine and her ex-colleagues. It's like a fish out of water feeling. But very soon after, that feeling 'evolved' abd i became negative and pessismistic over remarks by my friends. It really sucks to feel this way. Then as we took pictures and say farewell... i suddenly felt very incompetent to take over the responsibility of taking care of cell group. Becam...