World through Your eyes

It's time for rattlesation! I type this while my baby is sleeping.. and because her daddy's laptop is more comfortable and reliable to use than my little grampy com at home! (wols! man) hmm... have many things to share.. many things i kept in my heart.. sometimes sunshine reprimanded me for not telling her... (ironic for the fact that i kept telling her to share her worries with me..), so i shall share some here. find typing it out is the best way to let out... i've been quite depress for a while after Elaine left actually. I've felt back the old feelings of incompetency.. of lousiness... of loneliness... of shame... yea.. you know the list .. some of us share bits of pessimism from time to time. but ya i can only let this 'emotions' run for awhile... after that i've got to get my game up and keep running again. as i slowly take up the responsibility of cell group leading... i began to feel a shift of weights.. leading cell group is really something of a wh...

.. Monday 16 March .. .. Evening.. .. 7pm .. We had dinner at Cafe Cartel today! food ain't that great. everyone don't seem to like the food. but i pretty liek the lagsana that i ate. small portion but appetising! I love tomato based food! it makes me estatic! :) hehe. we met up to discuss abt cg stuff. and it's been a great meeting. not really cos of the food cos most of 'em din enjoy .. but i think it's great we have time to pour our hearts out abt cg and share our burdens with each other.. hmm... In essence... i am really thankful for all e encouragement given to me by all of ya! :) i will do my best to do what i need to do :)

I miss visiting people's house!! i mean.. being in a house is different from being any other place. it's more homey, more warmth... more fun! Last Sunday went My and Nhut's humble little house and had alittle 'Kbox session' They don't have alot of a new songs... but they certainly have a good hospitality ! :) haha .. here's what we did .. shella tries feed me finger. but finger smelly. i open mouth to breath fresh air. ha. Guess what the letter M stands for? Shella always remind me this every meeting.. Brotherss Brothers again.. Chong likes his legs.. Chong needs a hug ... We love rabbbits. we love rabbits! rabbit ear pose! QY and YJ dominate the stage. Our 'favourite' songs? Ghostbusters!, Yellow Bird, 25 minutes, Yesterday, etc... and lots of Cheena songs and Vietnam songs. BTW our Vietnamese guest can really sing! My's voice is fantastic! Hope we can have more of this sessions! :)

i think guys are not very good with goodbyes.. i can see it in their eyes. but yea like ben said .. she'll be back soon... sigh won't be able to meet her up for lunch or share with her abt work and life as often but thank God she is able to pursue a dream to study overseas. it's really amazing seeing her dream come to fruit-ion. she spoke of it. then she wants it. and now she's got it. it's amazing how her dream came to past so fast. will miss you Elaine :) thanks for pastoring us and making us ya no.1 everytime. ya our no.1 too! rest of w116. lets rally ourselves and do her proud. on a seprate note .. after svc had a reunions dinner with ushers. well i din especially say good bye.. boo hoo hoo to them cos i rather leave quietly and happily. but im quite happy to see how the ushers whom i work with or mentored have both risen up to the occassion and maturity. it's really nice to see people grow and take lead. :) their enthusiasm inspires me many times! well i ho...