have you ever?

have you ever felt that that when you try to speak... your voice is but like a tiny voice in the world? and there is little significance in your words. in what you say? there are flashes of this.. that happens to me today...

its like

Scene

( ^0^)...(hey you know we can do.....) (^_^ ) (HEY.... u noe hor).. (^o ^ )

( +_+)... ........... ( ^o^)..(yea yea.. ahaha i think so too) (bla bla)..(^_^ )

honestly..... i still do not understand. as typical as it is.... there is no big deal in such happenings....

but if it persist over a group conversation again and again

( ^0^)...(errraahhh yes i .... ) ...........( ^o^)( ^.^ ) (^.^ )

( +_+)...

....

( +_+)...

....

( +_+)@!!

in situations like for mr ( +_+) (since he always give this face).... he.... can choose to either be thick skin and find out the flow of the conversation ? in other words blend in...



or simply blend out (like a wallpaper)

so.... do you blend in or blend out?

and if you do blend in... how do you effectively blend in ?

why would anyone blend out?