World through Your eyes

God thank you for a wonderful day ahead. I have a great time with Xiuwen and friends yesterday. They are all a bunch of great people. Thank you for the safe journey yesterday. Indeed she is so appreciative. I'm happy I made her day well. I don't think I am really special. But she love me Still Bless today. I want to believe it will be a fruitful day. Even as the day gets busier .. I want to trust in You... Believe that it will be such an awesome day. All things work together for the good of those who Love You. You are awesome God!! Most worthy to be praised!! Let not my tongue forget to praise. Through all things,.. I know you are faithful and good. And your mercy endures forever. I love you lord. Love you! Ng, sent via iphone � [Godliness with contentment is great gain]

G C Thank you for the cross, the mighty cross Am D That God himself should die for such as us G G7 And everyday we're changed C G/B Am Into your image more and more C D G C D Yes, by the cross we've truly been transformed G C And we're so amazed and we give you praise Am D G That you would save us at such a cost Em C And we're so amazed and we give you praise Am D Em A For the power of the cross Am D G For the power of the cross Artist: Mark Altrogge Copyright: 1990 Integrity's Praise! Music

Feel so unproductive with my studies today. So sian that I can't concentrate at all.... I can't understand what I am reading too... It's so frustrating! How can I have a breakthrough? God only you know. If I am at where I am.. And If I am really to shine as a salt and light with these responsibilities I am holding.. I am tellin you God.. I can't do it unless you are with me. And you bless me. Or else I think I really cannot make it. God I need you! Ng, sent via iphone � [Godliness with contentment is great gain]

Can't concentrate in class... Urgh Ng, sent via iphone � [Godliness with contentment is great gain]

so tired..... . need to be fruitful >:(

hang out with the guys yesterday... dear told me ytd ... "you always say pple never ask you out... now the guys ask you out.. why not join them ? join them laaa " and that make so much sense... its funny. why didn't i just join them yesterday ? its just one night out. and it can temporary take my mind off work and studies.. but i was more concern over my studies then fellowship with them.. anyway its a good meetup. wont say we have alot of heart to heart talk... most of the conversation circled around the upcoming elections and games. ahhhh i feel the lack of topics in our mens talk! I think one of them were quite bored since he is not really into gaming. maybe the guys here are not doing anything more than just these things huh ? I feel God made man to take care of things. So we have a pretty deep down need to make sure things run well... that's my perception... so the lack of meaningful activities could possibly make a guy wander into a fantasy world. like in those ...

God ... I feel like a wretched man. To have hurt my baby like this. I'm not the least supporting her in what I do... I am being my old self. In my last conversation with her... I put her on a spot. I am such a fool... Such a fool. In my bid to defend my heart from further heartaches... I broke hers. I have been selfish. I need to see things differently. Indeed God.. I should Have applied what I read yesterday... This verse is for me.. You said.. Phil 4 Always be full of joy in the Lord. I say it again―rejoice! 5 Let everyone see that you are considerate in all you do. Remember, the Lord is coming soon. 6 Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. God .. I have been a fool... God... I don't want to live a fool's life anymore. I don't wa...

yeps... im at home again.. spend happy time with my grandma :) gosh.... i really need to rethink alot of things in my life. i think i have seen so many people going for exciting activities outside.... it's like they are 'doing' something... is it just my mindset? am i limiting myself by always telling myself i cant do it? is it bad planning ? lack of determination to carry out that conviction ? i see people going for AVIVA trialthon..... Jamming with their friends (oh man..... i wanna jam) .... going for holidays and short trips overseas... gymming.... everyday for me.. its just screen and books. occasionally i update my CMS. call some friends. do some follow ups. argh. i dunno. i dont expect anyone to understand this feeling in me. God you got to give me an answer?? IF that is not IT ?? then how should i move on ?? i cant take another step with this dissonance in me. it sucks big time.

have you ever felt that that when you try to speak... your voice is but like a tiny voice in the world? and there is little significance in your words. in what you say? there are flashes of this.. that happens to me today... its like Scene ( ^0^)... ( hey you know we can do..... ) (^_^ ) ( HEY.... u noe hor ).. (^o ^ ) ( +_+)... ........... ( ^o^).. ( yea yea.. ahaha i think so too ) ( bla bla ) ..(^_^ ) honestly..... i still do not understand. as typical as it is.... there is no big deal in such happenings.... but if it persist over a group conversation again and again ( ^0^)... ( errraahhh yes i .... ) ........... ( ^o^)( ^.^ ) (^.^ ) ( +_+)... .... ( +_+)... .... ( +_+) @!! in situations like for mr ( +_+) (since he always give this face).... he.... can choose to either be thick skin and find out the flow of the conversation ? in other words blend in ... or simply blend out (like a wallpaper) so.... do you blend in or blend out? and if you do blend in... ...

-Kari Jobe So faithful. So constant. So loving and so true. So powerful in all You do. You fill me. You see me. You know my every move and You love for me to sing to You. I know that You are for me. I know that You are for me. I know that You will never, forsake me in my weaknesses I know that You have come now, even if to write upon my heart. To remind me who You are. So patient, So gracious, So merciful and true… So wonderful in all You do. You know me. You see me. You know my every move. You love for me to sing to You Lord, I know that You are for me. I know that You are for me. I know that You will never, forsake me in my weaknesses. I know that You have come now, even if to write upon my heart. To remind me that I know that You are for me. I know that You are for me. I know that You will never, forsake me in my weaknesses. I know that You have come now, even if to write upon my heart. To remind me who You are. I know that You are. This song is so meaningful... our life are filled ...

Philippians 3 The Priceless Value of Knowing Christ 1 Whatever happens, my dear brothers and sisters, [ a ] rejoice in the Lord. I never get tired of telling you these things, and I do it to safeguard your faith. 2 Watch out for those dogs, those people who do evil, those mutilators who say you must be circumcised to be saved. 3 For we who worship by the Spirit of God [ b ] are the ones who are truly circumcised. We rely on what Christ Jesus has done for us. We put no confidence in human effort, 4 though I could have confidence in my own effort if anyone could. Indeed, if others have reason for confidence in their own efforts, I have even more! 5 I was circumcised when I was eight days old. I am a pure-blooded citizen of Israel and a member of the tribe of Benjamin—a real Hebrew if there ever was one! I was a member of the Pharisees, who demand the strictest obedience to the Jewish law. 6 I was so zealous that I harshly persecuted the church. And as for righteousness, I obey...

Ephesians 4 Unity in the Body 1 Therefore I, a prisoner for serving the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of your calling, for you have been called by God. 2 Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love. 3 Make every effort to keep yourselves united in the Spirit, binding yourselves together with peace. 4 For there is one body and one Spirit, just as you have been called to one glorious hope for the future. 5 There is one Lord, one faith, one baptism, 6 and one God and Father, who is over all and in all and living through all. 7 However, he has given each one of us a special gift [ a ] through the generosity of Christ. 8 That is why the Scriptures say, “When he ascended to the heights, he led a crowd of captives and gave gifts to his people.” [ b ] 9 Notice that it says “he ascended.” This clearly means that Christ also descended to our lowly world. [ c ] 10 And the same one who de...

Feeling stress over exam... I'm afraid I will fail my exams.. :( I need your grace.... :( Ng, sent via iphone � [Godliness with contentment is great gain]

just doesnt seem to have enough time...... to do things. lately... have felt alittle void... like lack of human interactions ? feel fruitless too.... i dont know. wished i had more time to go visit members or something. there must be a reson i am in where i am now. like a season thing. but i just cant understand what i am in now.... and i feel so sian studying and working. i need strength,