i wasn't having the easiest of week honestly. alot of internal struggles. Cg matters. my upcoming exam. felt i do not have time w my bb. plus gg thru the work-study routine made me very "sian" of what i am going through.
But thank God for his word. i just shared w Elaine a revelation i had - the one about having a right on what you will or you will not do ..
This week has also been amazing because.... through these hard battles i fight in my heart and mind.... i realise this week is also a week my mind gets renewed alot of times. i pray that i can really live out this new revelations .. and pass through the gates to enter into a new level, carrying a greater glory of God.
Elaine and me touched also on basically church issues. what our church has gone through ... and what Pastor Kong personally could be going through. There is just so much things that probably people are not aware of.
one thing that i am amazed myself..... a small thing probably in the eyes of others.. but a big thing to me! that is how Pastor Kong can willingly 'sacrifice' the time she had with Sun and be willing to send her overseas to do the 'crossover' project. and to US to break into the music world to bring the gospel to the hearts of the entertainment industry. I mean.... i can feel that pain. i cant imagine that wen will be apart for me so long... and doing all this - all for the glory of God.. for the people to know that Jesus loves you.
This crossover project has really indeed gone far and wide. and i am so happy to be part of a church that is always promoting selflessness.
The minute i had a selfish demand in my mind.... i will be reminded of Pastor... and it links to Jesus. How could i continue to behave like a child in that manner ?
So i also think i will not even want to point a finger or anybody. anyone. whether famous or not..... Because you never really know what the person has gone through..... and even if u do.... how well do you know their hearts?
The bible says God measures the hearts of men and women alike. We are really in no position to say anything. yea....
and i think in the last days... it's easy...... very easy to let offence enter into our hearts.
But we could take pride and joy in this. Jesus has overcome the world. As long as we surrender our will to his.... and trust. and obey. i think we can never go too wrong in our walk with Him.
Let Your light so shine before men. And let all men be drawn unto You.,,
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