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Leadership

all around ... 've been blessed with great messages about leadership. Its really impactful. I think if we can just take a thought and apply just once principle of it in our lives... we'll be temendously blessed! :) :) - be a man after God's heart : that is be a people-person. - be a companion. a parakletos. a friend. a comforter. helper. advocate. stand-by-you friend. - wal-mart principle : MBWAL - Management by walking around and listening - help people in their needs. meet it. if not be there with them to see it through. - serve people by seeing thing from their p.o.v. - lay your lives for your friends. James 15:13 - don't be distracted. threatened. or fall in 'life's routines'. Stay focus on your calling. ..by Pastor Tan - don't undermine potential. look out for potential in people and maximise it during your planning. - put yourself in the shoes of your sheeps. see things from their point of view. - be bold and decisive. take ownership. if someone is...

i wanna...

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i've been feeling easily irritable this few days. and kinda tired. probably is cos of my week long sickness.... since asia conference .. had fever, flu, headache, giddiness .. etc... very funny spells. Im kinda not sure what hit me so hard that im down with so many things... but its draining to have so much symptoms all acting up on me.. :( but by His stripes i'll be HEALED :) HEALED! HEALED!! OLAY! oh ya ... today.. admist of my sickness.. i feel very provoked by my colleagues "in a way"... i think even if you are not happy with the current work you do... you don't have to spread the unhappiness around you know? sometimes i feel very 'oppress' by the language my friends used. so i'll feel quite negative over all these things... sometimes it makes me feel i have to "listen" to them because of their outburst of dissatisfaction. I think some of my sentiments are probably just - "me thinking too much" nevertheless... i find it hard t...

death

Ps Kong once said the greatest potential we can uncover is found 6 feet under.. 6 feet under amongst the dead. i just receive news on late night monday that my pri sch fren committed suicide on monday itself. im not very close to him actually.. can say that we are of a different clique.. but as i visited his cremation ceremony, i cant help feelin how fragile life is. hw impt it is to cherish... and just abt 10 years ago... we were all young kids : happy, silly, ignorant kids .. packed with ambitions half laden with naiveness.. and then we are seem like distant islands... and now he just went away. sigh..... well i just wanna say.. whateva frens we've got... learn to cherish it well. we cant always maybe meet up... but it never hurt to sms, call .. or just send surprises to someone we know. after all life is short. never leave a day with regrets.

Wow .

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when i read this i was amazed :) i mean there are lots of things ushers did that i am really proud of... things people often take for granted .... and few people fail to appreciate. but of course appreciated or not.. we're still one body of Christ.. and we are all part as one. I think the bros from security, sisters from nursery, TV crew, sound ... lights .. translator ... and even the members sacrifice their time and energy for that :) salute ya great servants! Well ushers ... serve and be proud to serve!! gee im still giddy =/

Asia Conference

never been so stretched before in usher duty!!! truly i dunno how some of my frens last through everyday as they serve.. but PTL! this means we need bigger buildings ... and more members to fill it and serve it. :) but the sad thing is (and my cgl did pointed out is) being a very-operational based minstry, we sometimes neglect the spiritual side of it. After this conference.. i can only remember bits and pieces of Ps A.R. Bernard and Ps Phil's sermon. And sometimes this tiredness pulls us away from our constant need to feed our soul. I hope that i'll still be able to catch the sermon somewhere, somehow.. maybe for FT-ministry members they could issue them sermon only video/audio tapes.. well i am partly at fault too.... gotta plan better next time... i should have some days of rest to rest my body and feed my soul too :( sigh i am getting worried abt wad's to come. Lord give me wisdom and courage to plan up what's ahead. When everythings falls.. you'll still stand! ...

updates..

ahhh my loOng absence from my blogg!!! :) :) well my com went through lots of 'trials and tribulations' this week and i dun really have a good time to fix my com these days (takes at least abt 3 hrs to reformat and reinstall) .... so well PTL!! it is stable ... alive and grunting away as usual.. haha ... c hip c hip hurray! :) :) I started this angel and mortal game with my colleage and also with my usher team. Thank God for its very good response!! :) haha... the gifts i get frm my ushers are amazing man! they are such creative people! oh well sad thing is i miss out getting gifts and giving people something in the process... but its really nice to see people getting brighten up through simple acts of love like giving. cool totally! anyway im happy to be back this few days ... lots of things happen .. and i made afew decisions regarding my ministry direction. i wanna stay focus now ... to do well academically ( ha lots of work man =/ ) .. spiritually ( to get my dose of revela...

You ..

s club 7 You are all I need to get me through (get me through now baby) Like a falling star I fell for you (I fell for you) Sweet anticipation It's giving me the butterflies And my heartbeat's racing Cos loving you is beautiful When you're so irresistible So don't stop (don't stop) What you're doing baby So good (so good) And it drives me crazy One touch (who-ho-hoo) I'm in heaven, yeah Cos loving you is so beautiful baby cos... You are all I need to get me through (to get me through now) Like a falling star I fell for you (I fell for you now) You have taught me how to love An angel sent from high above Now I know that all I need is you Cos I need you and you need me And we'll always be together Before I knew what love was I always ended up in tears It's just the way my world was Until you walked into my life It's something that I just can't hide Real love (real love) Has come my way And I know (I know) That it's here to stay And it feels...

moving ahead

this few days ..... i am quite shaken in a way by lots of burdens... but God is always good! im really a silly guy.... always like to think too much .. and entertain thots that i should just cast aside... u noe those burdening worrying stuff that drains ya emotions... im someone that likes to cling on to it... and to break free... i gotta fight the devil with the right tools... instead of being shaken... i will build an altar and fight. The Lord is my banner. In Him i'll have the victory!! :) so ENOUGH IS ENOUGH .... im just going full on back to my vision. every christian theology... rationalising of our highly irrational life as a christian.... over-spectaculated relationship problems... everything im goin to lay it aside! The Lord is my banner. In Him i'll have the victory!! :) its really true. the devil sows extra things that you do not need to bother and entertain. our christian life is just a simple act of faith. u may choose to rationalise it. u may to choose to debate...

hope

alrightey... my birthday is coming! :) :) dont really want anything this year... i guess i am not really a *bday party bang bang* kinda guy. after various past 'experiences' ... i think bdays are best celebrated in a quiet manner :) ha. so i took leave on that day... plan to restt my whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :) hohohoho and im goin to my fav place to chill .... hopefully get to do something crazy too... :D lookin forward for the break..

Recap : H1 duty

Hotel 1 duty ... in short is so cool.... being given an opportunity to serve in a "high-risk" positions really is a an honor! :) for a person with a low-risk appetite ( meanin to say .. im more of a play-safe kinda guy that enjoy simple taks and duty ... ), taking a post like H1 is really kinda like a big step of faith! but my mentors told me b4 when i became a Stage1/2 that expecting the unexpected spices up yr duty. It also shows how ready you are to serve ... to meet the challenge that God puts there at your feet. :) so its really an experience last duty. Hmmm i would say i was really nervous at the start... but Yonghui reminded me to be calm and cool as a leader... so yea really thank God i was feeling 'zai' through the duty.... even when i see worrying signs of rows of empty seats in the hall.... haha i think its really just the grace of God. In fact i think God really expanded my faith this year. I never believed i can do positions like that in the past. never ...

mistakes..

everyone makes mistakes in life... I received this revelation on Sunday morning Even if you are not the best among your peers, the most talented or skilled, God believes in you so much that He is patient enough to see us through all our mistakes .. so that we can be more perfect in character, so that we can be released for His righteous works . Jer29:11 - for i know the thoughts i think towards you... thoughts of peace and not of evil ... to give you a future and a hope. That's part of the hope of Christ. Renewal..

its been awhile

http://sonicalibr3.blogspot.com/2006/07/married-to-one-guitar-graduation.html how so much have changed... :) im feelin sentimental... but im thankful now than ever :)

there and then

Its really good to be in the right place .. at the right time .. with the right people. Its really a feeling that says " man what an awesome experience this is! " That's how it was for the last 2 days... i sorta took 'leave' from serving to attend the 2 SOT (School of Theology - Bible) graduation svc in Expo. Man i miss all my friends in Expo ... and i got to see alot of ushers whom i used to work alongside with graduating from SOT this year. i miss them man. But im glad i can 'check' them out again as i visit back expo. Ps Alex Abraham from Indo is really a very charming and annointed pastor. when he started praying for us ... we started to shake all over ... its like something travelling through us in the meeting. He is also a very funny animated pastor :) Totally blessed by his annointing and his testimony of how Christ raised him to be a pastor through a life-death incident of a little boy. :) As i watched through the graduation ceremony in the 2 meeti...

enlightened.

today our cgl shared with her the 'long- burdens of our cg. its been there for awhile. we've been like this for awhile. and yea we've come up with plans ... we strategise .. we reasoned but its not doing so good either. our cg ain't growin and its kinda fustrating. ive been thinking abt different plans as my cgl speaks. but its not worth just making plans and moving ahead with jus mypuny 'human-effort-like' attempts. pro16:9 says i gotta learn to walk wif my best friend high up there and move tog with Him. and thru this period .. i feel sometimes like Jacob from the bible.. he relied on his own strength alot den God has to remind him through a dislocated hip-bone .. that you've gotta trust in me. sometimes i ask God why am i still like this. why do i still have de same flaws i had weeks ago... months ago or even years ago. but i think this flaws are God's way of saying ... " when ya weak.. I am strong. and therefore u can be strong.... " I f...

intercede

i am quite happy for alot of things! my prayer for alot of things came to past!!!! oh man... i feel that tho work is tough, backlogs seems neverending ... my team's spirit is still high! they still laugh around during huddles, take iniative to help one another ... to stand in de gap when our 'mini boss' isn't around. Their care for each other is amazing! lately ... there is also less tension between our team members and our 'mini boss' ( whom almost ever single one of our team members had deep hatred over..) I am thankful that God is moving in ways we cannot see :) my team has an awful habit of making fun of me. esp over girls ( thanks to my dear *erhum* and *erhum erhum* ) I shared this over our morning meetings aka huddle .. about having love in everything we do... and all day they talk about passion .. love ... and all de funny funny censored stuffs over this. can u believe it... O_O!!! but i feel that this impt msg really sink in even though our common s...

You're Gonna Miss This

this song speaks it all :) dun let ya troubles drown you away from the great things in life. She was staring out the window of their SUV Complaning, saying "I can't wait to turn 18" She said "I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules" Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school Then she kissed her head and said "I was just like you" You're gonna miss this You're gonna want this back You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast These are some good times So take a good look around You may not know it now But you're gonna miss this Before she knows it she's a brand new bride In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by He tells her "It's a nice place" She says "It'll do for now" Starts talking about babies and buying a house Daddy shakes his head and says "Baby, just slow down" Cause you're gonna miss this You're gonna want this back You...

Durian trip

finally had a 'breather' last saturday in our 1st-ever in w116 history : Overseas Durian Eat-till-you-Peng trip! hahha how many of u think that's just exciting. well my cgl sure thinks so.. :) lol but well its really very nice trip. 1) I got beauty sleep on bus 2) vic told us some icy cold jokes 3) we get to shop nice clothes... this time i bought something! a pepsi sweater! 4) we ate secret recipe cakes at cheap cheap price :D 5) we bought something real nice as a farewell gift for vic (aw) 6) i bought some nice food back from malaysia for colleagues and family. (shld have brought more money to buy!) 7) we feasted diff types of durians! from hybrids, tribrids to pure breeds of durian i believe. lol really can eat till drop :P 8) Nice fruit owners let us sample their watermelon, pineapples, mangosteen, rambutans ... so we ate more than what we bargain for! 9) nice simple dinner at night. 10) good fellowship. Now that's what i call power outing. If only more pple could j...

It's all been done

When ya down... heads up :) it's all been done :) I met you, before the fall of Rome And I bet you to let me take you home. You were wrong, I was right. You said good-bye, I said good night It's all been done, It's all been done, It's all been done before. I knew you before the west was won. I heard you say, the past was much more fun. You go your way, I'll go mine but I'll see you next time. Chorus: It's all been done, It's all been done. It's all been done before. If I put my fingers here and If I say I love you dear And if I play the same the three chords will you just yawn And say, Ah, I hate it. (Chorus ) Alone and bored on a thirtieth century night. Will I see you on the Price is Right? Will I cry, will I smile? As you run, down the aisle. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done before. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's ...

Desert Song

I love this song Verse 1: This is my prayer in the desert And all that's within me feels dry This is my prayer in the hunger in me My God is a God who provides Verse 2: And this is my prayer in the fire In weakness or trial or pain There is a faith proved Of more worth than gold So refine me Lord through the flames Chorus: And I will bring praise I will bring praise No weapon forged against me shall remain I will rejoice I will declare God is my victory and He is here Verse 3: And this is my prayer in the battle And triumph is still on it's way I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ So firm on His promise I'll stand Bridge: All of my life In every season You are still God I have a reason to sing I have a reason to worship Verse 4: This is my prayer in the harvest When favor and providence flow I know I'm filled to be empited again The seed I've recieved I will sow For those who appreciate the guitar... this song has an amazing mix of arabic-like drumworks and guit...

Healer

You hold my every moment You calm my raging seas You walk with me through fire And heal all my disease Pre-Chorus: I trust in You I trust in You Chorus: I believe You're my Healer I believe You are all I need I believe You're my Portion I believe You're more than enough for me Jesus You're all I need [Repeat Verse] [Repeat Pre-Chorus} [Chorus] Bridge: Nothing is impossible for You Nothing is impossible for You Nothing is impossible for You You hold my world in Your hands this is a beautiful song :) indeed nothing is impossible! every dusk is follwed by a new dawn!

sentiments

i am feeling alittle edgy these days... im not sure but sometimes i am kinda irritated with insensitive people ... especially when they are behave kinda self-centredly .. as if the whole world revolved around them :( sigh maybe i am just over-thinking in a way. But i certainly hope i can be more patient and wise to resolve these issues with people around me. but thank God for the great colleagues i've been given in office. now there are more changes in office .. peopel are moving there and there and my area has been evermore girl-dominant than ever. sometimes i dunno if its good or not cos my voice as a guy kinda got swallowed up by the opinions of these ladies... and its not my nature to argue abt... so urgh .. im constantly getting teased over almost anything and practically everything. -___- " haiz i certainly hope God can really put more man-companions around me man. i feel lonely. lol :X (im nt gay) watch 2 very nice movies over the weekend. Journey to the centre of th...

Heart

FOP is one of the most exciting times of the year to me!! I really love the music they bring every time i attend. There was once when i was a little kindergarden-boy.. i cried when i wasn't able to attend the FOP services.. and i was * this drawn* to exciting music and people at that time :) and im glad im still now ... nw as an usher too. =) This yr, I have the priviledge to work with ushers from Heart of God Church and to me, they are just amazing people! Their chief usher is only 16-17 years old! And their spirit of serving is incredible! I mean its not on just their operations... but they carry such love, readiness and faith wherever they go! I served today as one of my Chief Usher's runner (like a personal assistant kind of thing) and its pretty cool. I initially thought i would have to run alot of places to gather info... and do things on a really big scale.. but today, i am kinda like saddled back and relax through my duty :) I just kept askin my chief if she needs wate...

thoughts..

im kinda heavy heart today. i just wanna do it better ... but somehow things jus don't work out. why is it that im underperformin :( i really wanna breakthrough.

Ti Amo

really like this song :) was wondering what in the world is Ti Amo. i did a quick search in wiki and dictionary.com and here is where i found this Dio, come ti amo Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia "Dio, come ti amo" (English translation: "My God, I Love You So Much") was the Italian entry in the Eurovision Song Contest 1966, performed in Italian by Domenico Modugno. The song is a ballad, in which Modugno tells his lover how he feels about her. He expresses his amazement at the depth of his own feelings, with the title phrase being used frequently. The song was performed fourteenth on the night (following Monaco's Téréza with Bien Plus Fort and preceding France's Dominique Walter with Chez Nous). At the close of voting, it had received the dreaded nul points (zero), for the first time in Italian Eurovision history, placing 17th (equal last) in a field of 18. 虽然是简单的形容 虽然是重复的动作 因为有妳 让一切都变得不平凡 好想缝合妳我手心 就这样牵住放不开 有妳陪伴 呼吸着有妳的空气 就是幸福 Ti amo. Te quiero 每一天都要爱上妳 想着你 沉...

lemme tell

u a story. Fuzzy wuzzy bear likes to be happy but not sad. Fuzzy wuzzy bear likes to see but not to hear Fuzzy wuzzy bear likes to swimming but not wakeboarding. Fuzzy wuzzy bear like heels but not shoes. Fuzzy wuzzy bear likes google maile but not hotmail. Fuzzy wuzzy bear like to strawberry but not mango Fuzzy wuzzy bear like to be pepper but not salt. Fuzzy wuzzy bear like to be happy but not sad Fuzzy wuzzy bear like to be hippo but not panda continue the story :)

School started!

the last few days was pretty cool. 2 weeks ago ... was taught to be a man in every circumstance. tho i din really catch the full message as i was serving... i really think i needa make time for bible studying and catching up on the sermons i miss when i usher. felt that connectedness part is missing in my life. and w/o that .. i cant be an effective leader. hmmm. i still love God. i had pretty much fun on sat and sun. you know what? i can get to play free pool and billard on sats!! cos one of my friend -yj stays in ntu and can book pool table for free.. so we can have the whole place for ourselves to play!!!! Awesome man.. in no time i'll be a pool masterchamp.. buahahhaha. okok i know you'll say wait long long.. make me feel happy abit can :) ?lol And yes school started!!! i was late for class today!!! ROAR cos the traffic to school was super slow. i gonna leave on de dot nxt time if i wanna be early man. But! school was cool. i sooo miss school life and yes .. school life is ...

hohoho

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been quite busy and tired lately due to work. man i need super strength now to run more things man... and its going even tougher when my sch starts... woohoo! man i needa plan well and do well! but i had fun. in a meaningful kind of way. now its the time to shine :) and to kp my post short... i'll jus pic-post :) 1st few shots with new phone :) Y e n~L e n g 's B d a y ! the lame things we do in Office .. chillin at pantry - tryin to sing a song office stunt1 office stunt2 chillin at pantry - not sure what we're doing LASTLY... witness.. the cutest thing on earth... my 2 new babies... :) awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww cheerios pple!

Dad

i seldom talked to my dad. I've talked about my dad. I've talked about him alot this few days... but rarely have i really spoken to him. there used to be this awkwardness in the air that i don't dare to face... this relationship that i don't really wanna 'handle'. i remembered i hugged him once when i was a child when my aunt suddenly ask me to .... i felt a slight weird strange feeling. its like i don't really know him. you understand that feeling? Today it seems like i knew him much better after i pay him a visit. Elaine, shifu and qy was with me. shifu said it seems like he really wants to spend time with me. and i get the similar feeling. there are alot of bottleup feelings my dad had. he refuse to share about his problems .. his health .. his failing eyesight as he doesn't want people to worry about him. that's kinda like me very much in the past. i can sense his feelings. sometimes i don't know what to say to my dad. we talk simple talks th...

Somethings.

some things that bottered me... Well... today went out with Ben to practise guitar after bible study. Wanted to try out a song together with Ben ... and we happily found a corner that we think is secluded .... and away from the crowd in riverwalk. So we found one corner and started playing ... after a long while, Bro MinJing came and told us we can't play guitar that. I felt so embarassed after that :( He asked which zone we are from, which cg, and which cgl we belong to... argh. ultimate sadness :( Sorry CGL! sometimes guys do stupid things. playing guitar in a public area causing disturbance to others wasn't our plan. but well.. in our eagerness ... we could be eagerly wrong. sigh. i felt like burying my head like an ostrich as i walk back... i will be wiser. Well on another note... i got to know that my dad's left eye is going .. or if not, its already blind . He says he cant see anything... and i don't really know how bad is the situation. I would wanna go down thi...

Yesterday...

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yesterday.... all my trouble seems so far away ..... you know the song ? lol anyway.. yesterday and yesterday's yesterday was a cool day! In yesterday's yesterday, i watched Made of honour ! Here's my take: Good storyline. Classic tale of boy chase girl. He realise she's the one. She's blur as a sotong .. waiting to be won over by prince charming ...and yeps happily ever after :). I like the funny scenes in the show. A good show to sit, relax and laugh. thumbs up from orangeman. 8/10 Was quite tired the whole week. Have been sleeping late and waking up early everyday .. so Saturday ... i was pretty much like a walking jelly . I will blend with the wall .... glue myself to the chair ... lol and my eyes will wonder wonder wonder.... :) I went to help verona shop for her stuff and gave her some fashion advice too :) hohoho. Now for yesterday! I did Hotel 2 (Usher ministry appointment) in my church for de 1st time! Basically its like a IC position that overlooks the...

Update update!

Check out this video! One of our colleagues was hospitalised and my colleages come up with this goodwill video ! Sweet rite? ... To me its quite funny.. ha enjoy ;) Also check out Jung Mun's farewell entry .. Its updated with videos and pictures

why silence is golden..

If you ask a question you don't want an answer to .. Expect an answer you don't want to hear. adapted from radio91.3, pretty cool huh :) just for fun pple :)

Another departure

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This is a funny pic!!! :) lol.. poor girl. sorry nana for distracting u from the cam :P I wasn't very close to kok meng. But he is sure one of the most warming chap i knew in Branch Support. He has alot of lame jokes to share. Thanks for everything! All the best for ya dude ;)

Jung Mun

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a great friend of mine is leaving for Korea tomorrow. When i first met up with him and Soon I, learnt alot of pretty interesting things from Him... like how to say lame in Korean " chup chup chup" lol. And he will do the *fall of the chair* act... totally drama man. haha. But in this short months he spent with us... im glad i really got to know a good nice friend :) And today we had a good dinner session with him at Lau Pat Sat . And wow i did not know Lau Pat Sat has so much food again! My last visit here tells me that this is nothing but a ghost town .. but nope i am glad i was wrong! We ate lots of food... from my favourite Xiao Long Bao ... to * Aw Jian * (oyster omlette) .. to Bandung Rojak ( totally urgh.. cheat my money and feelings.. lol dun buy it if u see this weird name again.. ) ... to Chao ToFu ( or smelly fried tofu ) ... Ji Pa ( chicken cutlet fried taiwan style)... to Popiah ... to Jason burger . ok the last one - im just kiddin. :) But it was feastic...

Nights out

I miss nights out with friends ... :) They are totally cool! Went out with turtle on monday to chill out at Vivo (dun worry got inform my cgl wan!hehe). Anyway turtle is one of my best female friend i had. Tho sometimes i really feel like strangling her cos of our differences but .. she is one of the most lovely friends i had :) haha.. dun cry ar turtle.. :P We went White dog cafe to eat their sussages and pizza ,,, the servings were ok .. and well i had lots of KFC drumlets before i met her so i am quite full. So most of the eating i throw to her (^^) .v.. after which .. we watch Indiana Jones!!! man i really use to like shows like this in the past. He is kinda old right nw but well the way he moves around is still funny.. lol. Anyway not a perfect movie .. but if u like cheap thrills ... simple adventure ... and scenes of de hero running around.. then this is a show for you :). Well this show feels like National Treasure ... but i love the soundtrack behind the show... * Ter ter ter ...

Im not dead

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i'm shagged!!! so much things happen today that i feel so happy, sad, angry, blessed, fustrated and happy right now. haha cant imagine if you got to express all this emotions in one facial expression... how will you look like ? but well i'll just worry less on that for now. Went for service today! It was superb ! it was one of those days that i could sit with my CG!!! but ministry calls and i have to help out with the whiteboard on stage. i feel quite sad in a way because i really don't have much time to spend with CG and some of my friends complain that i do not spend enough time with them ... so i was really looking forward to it. even told my CGL i can join u all for svc! so i feel quite bad on not honouring my word.. Well on a more positive note... i am really touched by Pastor's message about Life . ( L eaving to cleave , I ntimacy with God , F aith in God , E xamplary thru brokeness ) As he shared about how a christian ought to live in such a powerful LIFE ......

just something..

I need to be more organise!!! There are so much things cluttering my mind and my organiser is filled with super many side notes! Its like a supermarket going on in my mind... !@~!!@~!!!~~!~!@~! just feel like getting something out of my mind here... but as i type ... i just dunno what to write... Is this what they call writer's amnesia ? O_O?! ok i remember one thing. Ps Chee Kiang shared about being a servant leader, and that reminds me of my JC days. Life is not just to eat, play and be merry . Though the concept itself is deliciously tempting.. but i know it can never be fulfilling. And yea that's why we serve. And as i serve ... i realise God always deal with the the stingy areas of my life. Areas that i like to hold back and justify it all based on my perception of the situation. But he always mould me in little areas like : being loving . patient . And havinga big open hearted . hmm what would a man be like if he has all this ? gayish ? yeps lol .. very happyish indeed....

Bubbly

Will you count me in? I've been awake for a while now. You've got me feeling like a child now. 'Cause every time I see your bubbly face, I get the tingles in a silly place. It starts in my toes, And I crinkle my nose. Wherever it goes I'll always know, That you make me smile. Please stay for a while now. Just take your time, Wherever you go. The rain is falling on my window pane, But we are hiding in a safer place. Under covers staying dry and warm. You give me feelings that I adore. They start in my toes, Make me crinkle my nose. Wherever it goes I'll always know, That you make me smile. Please stay for a while now. Just take your time, Wherever you go. What am I gonna say, When you make me feel this way? I just...mmm. And it starts in my toes, Makes me crinkle my nose. Wherever it goes I'll always know, That you make me smile. Please stay for a while now. Just take your time, Wherever you go. Da-Da-Dum-da-da-da-da-da. I've been asleep for a while now. You ...

Office mates

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one of the most funky people you'll meet ... :) Elaine has went to another department... and yea all of us will miss her. But for me.. i know it'll be soon when all of us will meet together again :)

Mama

yesterday i gave usher training again. My trainees are so very cute .. They give very animated answers to the problems i gave them.. lol. :D But im glad they really have the heart and passion to serve! :) It would be the most wonderful thing if one day i meet them.. they would have changed so much to become leaders of multitudes of people.... by then, i better be somewhere doing something great too... or else.. haha -_- sad. Man im tired. i love yesterday's service on Mother's day. i was tearing throughout the service when i see how much sacrifice the mom's make for their children. But for me... i have another special person to fill in as my mom throuh all this years.. that's my grandma . Since i don't grow up with my parents, i don't have the opportunities of learning and experiencing parental love as young. But i got blessings from many of my relatives. I was raised with many people to look up to .. but it wasn't a very pleasant journey for me as a chil...

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hohoho..... Today was a sunny sparkly superbly day! Super sunday for a superme. Today i did Stage 1 and man .... i love it ! the Holy Spirit's in control of everything... Well its not a perfect service... but when the holy spirit leads .. i feel so comforted. i feel so lead. Just on my way to church this morning ... i worshipped God in my own way on the upper deck of bus 242. i pop on the track 'Till I See You' by Hillsong United and i just began tearing... the presence just flow into where and when i was sitting. It may appear unmanly to cry ... but for the right reasons ... i think that its a courageous thing to do to stay true to your feelings . God is so unbelievably cool when he just comes in to visit me like that... just superblicious. :) and i feel it man. its a season for prayer for our church. and i really feel the vibes all around me.. telling me to pray.. and pray like never before . prayer isn't something seasonal.. But living a lifestyle of sacrifice, ...