Deja Vu.

[ personal ramblings ]





hey! i have been pretty excited to share this entry! Really :)



It's like really WOW!



I have shared i tink once or twice my experience of Deja Vu(s). Erm in case you din noe ... it's a french word!!! very frenchy in nature. Deja means already. Vu means seen. So it describes an experience, or a sense that you have seen something before. And i do mean seen. It's like your mind has captured a particular shot of image ... somewhere in the past... and that image suddenly flash right infront of you in real time. It's really hard to describe and put it in the form of words. And i've been getting Deja Vu's ... way back when i was young kid. I don't really know is it before or after i accepted Christ. Because right when i was 5 years of age .. i was already in a Christian kindergarden.


The amazing and yet scary thing is i can't really make up what these visions mean. I get images of what happens in the future, usually at night when i sleep. And the funny thing is i hardly remember what i dream of the next day. A very recent Deja Vu i had was when i was ushering in Expo ... and more to that ... it's not really an image. it's like i was right there doing what i saw i did. I had that experience before we actually moved to Expo.


yea ... Apparently, i wasn't the only one having such disturbing encounters. When Ps Kong asked if anyone experienced Deja Vus before in their life ... i was very surprised to see quite a number of City Harvesters sharing the same encoumters as i've seen. I asked Mom last year if seeing these signs are healthy? And she told me to pray about it... Never did i expect God to show me the answer yesterday in service.


Deja Vu is a spiritual thing. It occurs when God (throught the Holy Spirit) takes us to see His mind. His plans of the future that would come to past. But i do realise something too as the Pastor preach about Deja Vu. It has very little to do with fate and predestination. I believe it's all about the choices we made in life .. that God would show to us how the future is like base on our choices. Because God would never force us to walk a path we do not wish to walk. :)


As Ps Kong share the message .. i was really touched. I feel honoured. I always thought i was a product of some failed experiment. That my life created here was a mistake. Really ..... I would dwell in self-pity .... sdo that i can find a temporal relieve. Yet in those times ... God constantly reveals to me glimpses of the future. and sometimes i feel that it gives me hope. It makes a broken boy, seek something divine. It makes me wonder if there is somebody really out there that cares for me.



God works in ways we cannot see.



So i've really given up on trying to understand the things that happen around me. I choose to seek Him. In the very right time ... He'll reveal it all to me. :)

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Well i am getting more and more attached to my usher team. Ha ... my team is real funky. When i feel tired, they would talk funny things that makes me go .. ha-ha-ha~ and i forgot i was tired. lol!


And the sisters are really sweet. They have blessed everyone in my team with goodies and nice munchy food almost every week. I must say they are really nice people. :) There's one girl that i pretty enjoy messing her hair. hmmm i can very well say it's such a cool cool team!



Well that's all! Thanks for staying tune. till next time ...



but wait wait!!




Eye candies coming up~







Pictures of the week :)

Office life can really be boring and mundane. So Desmond and I have come out with our very own art gallery to spice up the office life. Here's it! Introducing .......


Desmondo's realistic Artwork


Hyenas. A cross between Human and Hyena.
ps: it looks like its crying..




Venom. Spiderman's natural enemy..




Ogre Suicidal bomber. This Ogre has willingly took up what terrorist's today are famed in commiting.




Angel of Chaos.


and now.... *drumrolls* introducing my own stroke of masterpiece.







Jason's New Generation creative artwork



My very own stickman - Toothy Man. very toothy hor?




When Venom recks chaos .. it's up to Spiderman to save de day.




The ever-hairy Wolverine.
ps: one of its claws is spoilt. so cannot come out..




He's more than a bird. More than a plane.. More than some pretty face beside a train...




Combine Masterpiece: Desmondo's Dracon versus Jason's " Harry, the bumble-dragoon"
Ps: Harry might have small wings. But it learns from his friend .. the bumblebee the aeronautical techniques of flight. Who do u tink will win?

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Chinatown visit with Ushermates!


Well one of the usher has returned from New Zealand to spend Christmas and new year with us :) So after work ... i went to met them to tour around Chinatown.


It was raining! and i fell down with big big splash that day :(


Nevertheless we had great fun :)




Dragon and me!




Sis Rabbit and me :)
ps : yr name mentioned le!




Some of my Usher mates :)

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After Saturday's Service.

Preparing to celebrate 2 special persons' bday!



our cg chilling out.




Bday girl Agnes. Her wish is to know more and be closer wif God :) tat's awesome.




Bday boy : Bro Kim Hock (xtrem right). Chong and me took a shot wif him :)
ps: Did i mention our whole zone celebrate bday for him. It's magnificent men!



Jarrad, " wad abt me? "




he is real cute :)

yea. tat's all the eye candies of this week :)