World through Your eyes

A biannual review. Citi has this culture where we need to do some goal plotting. But this time it's different. The boss will seat w every staff and discuss about our goals.. Our areas to work on. Or on any feedback. She said our big boss is happy that I'm more lively .. Seldom doze off in work when I change my seat to seat near my department colleagues (previously I seat far away from my dept due to com shortage) Hearing this makes me happy.. But yet.. I can't help thinking inhale a weak body. I tried to sleep earlier but I still feel so tired at work. Sometimes I really don't know why. Just so tired. When I'm out w frens.. I will get tired easily..... :( and they are all upset of me because of that I'm really frustrated over all these things... Frustrated that I'm not being the head ... But Im being the tail. Something is really wrong huh Then my boss says I always give an image that I look blur or loss hen communicating w people. She knows I'm not.. B...

these few days... been talking to brothers.... i thank God that i have more brotherly frriendships these year. at least mature christians whom have great heart... and also a very human soul. we laugh.. share our weakness... talk about our visions .. dreams and life ahead. it is great fellowship w Alan and Wei Quan... and Jasper. i pray that we will all grow in the Lord... and most importantly... we live out our life according to God's plan for us. :) its really nice to rub off some manhood from each other...

someone told me this week... in life u can either complain and stay e same... or u can work hard and believe in a change. comes in pretty useful to me. change. e only constant thing in life. its also something i am learning to accept in my life. changes in the lives of people around me. their circumstance. all our circumstance.... change. but glory to God because he make all things new. and He makes all things well in line. for his ways .. his thoughts are higher. well the actual issues are i need to get over certain hurts that are etched in my heart. they are like broken glass stuck at a corner. everytime the wound is revisted.. it aches. and i know my God is pulling it out.... i know im sensitive guy. and its really by his grace i can be able to be gracious i feel. if not i will prob explode on the inside. I am not where i am supposed to be but thank God i am not the way i used to be... (Joyce Meyer) and its a work in progress. i keep blaming God this week for making me. There are j...