Appreciated

My dear wrote a very long post for me :)




i just read it ... and it make me feel so appreciated!!!!



I am really tired now.. so i cant express out much how i feel. really need good rest. good sleep. and good time with God too. Been missing my long worships :(


Tmr i shall spend time with you God. a date with you :)




Thank you Jesus for giving me Xiuwen my dear friend and dear partner in crime Justice! Well every God-given woman in life i must say have their unique gifts and amazing attributes. And its a treasure ... real treasure when a man finds a woman that completes him. That the verse 2 becomes one makes sense.... God i cant say i can be sure of the future. But God right now from where we are ... and what i have holding onto in my hands... God it is really a precious jewel. Thank you for giving me a lady that speaks volume of great things about me.... But the most important thing is she understands my heart. and loves me for who i am. That is the door opener. Thank you Jesus for this great woman in my life.





And baobei. Thank you for being you :) you have many gifts and fruits. but above all you always teach me how to be a better man by the way you live.



Baobei thank you for ya love! :) love you alot!

library day

here i am ... back here again writing on my post



i have nothing particularly much to say...



every day... every week... there will be many issues on my mind


things to do. datelines to meet. lives to change.


its exciting to the core.


but today i just spent a simple day with a dear friend.


not thinking of anything much. not doing anything much.


study for her. movies for me :)


a wonderful simple treat for both of us - to be able to spend time w each other.



Really hope could have ore days like this.

for now thankfulness is the key to contentment.


as i type this she is trying to peep and cover my screen...


naughtiness is her forte.


i love it :)

How we can keep our Heart right

9  The fear of the Lordis clean, enduring forever; The judgments of the Lordare true and righteous altogether. 10 More to be desired are they than gold, Yea, than much fine gold; Sweeter also than honey and the honeycomb. 11 Moreover by them Your servant is warned, And in keeping them there is great reward. 12 Who can understand his errors? Cleanse me from secret faults. 13 Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins;Let them not have dominion over me. Then I shall be blameless, And I shall be innocent of great transgression. 14 Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart Be acceptable in Your sight, O Lord, my strength and my Redeemer.

Ps 19.

Guard my heart oh God. 

Ng, sent via iphone 

[Godliness with contentment is great gain]

Relationships

There are many motives into relationships. Just thinking abt it this morning..

Shall be continued in the evening.. :)


its in the morning!


well i just have a chat with dear last night.... and received a prayer of blessing for madeline. my dajie! woohoo!


She talk about the importance of communication and also being focus on what we have to do right now... seeing we are both students and taking up multiple responsibilities.


Speaking of which ... i really apppreciate her telling me to be ready that we wont probably have much time talking ... seeing each other.. or going out together. This actually saddens me... and im sure her as well.


But in all these things .. i can choose to be sad and complain. it isn't fair. there isn't enough time all the time. some others have 12 hours to spend every week with their loved ones... but i only have just 1 or 2 hours every week.


Looking back... looking at Sun and Ps Kong.. can u imagine their sacrifice over the last few years... how many moments... long moments that are like that for both of them?



In a relationship... any relationship. there is always a taker and giver. the 'taker' is motivated by the flesh.. and it always screams .. I WANT this .. and I WANT that in my relationship. It is self-serving ... and it has a huge appetite for attention and need. Mr. Taker has a very high expectation on his partner and will make his partner - die die live up to it.


Mr. Giver is different. He is patient. He is kind. He is not proud or boastful. He seeks to understands first, than to demand. He always expects the least, and gives the best. He knows that as he gives... that's the way God will reward him back in other areas. Because He knows he can never outgive God. especially in relationship.



Selfish motives - like getting into a rln.. to fill a security. to fill a particular thirst-quenching need... often drains the partner. It is a love-buster.


But Selfless motive - is saying i really am thankful for what i have. i am contented. and i will do and work out what is best for the partner ... and for the glory of God.



I realise it more and more when i hang out with her. This dear person in my life that i am not determine to let go. She carries this virtue.. that comes from many many heartaches and pains.. and eventually she grew and became a wonderful lovely lady.



I love her because she carries virtues that touched every man's heart. Most importantly... she loves me back too. for who i am.


Im thankful :)


Thank God.

Ng, sent via iphone �
[Godliness with contentment is great gain]

A new chapter

a New chapter opens :) 

I am thankful for what i have.

Sure alot of things happened.

But it happened all for the glory of God

'Cos at the end... our pursuit in relationships should bring us closer into Christlikeness. 

and everyday becomes meaningful.

taking one step at a time .. walking hand in hand

 

Regards,

Jason Ng .. s0nix

 

[God doesn't give us overcoming life, he gives life as we overcome... ]