I learn..

..... that it's not by might, nor by power... but its by the spirit.



..... that everyone needs friends. The high ones (leaders / God), the low ones (simple people) , and of course the one close to our hearts ..and the one we see everyday. Its something duh but yet when you make friends that learn to stand up for u and de truth... u noe u've truly met some awesome people.


..... to trust in God. He will provide it in the right time.



..... that dreams and visions take times to come to bud and blossom. Don't give up just yet... especially when its something God place in yr heart.



..... to be humble. to learn to reject any self-exhaltaion and put on the mind of Christ. For all works are not done for ourselves... but for others. and that thru others we in return will become prosperous :)



..... to pray more in de spirit. Not the loud bam bam bam ones. But the sweet drawing spirit that flows out of yr belly like rivers of living water.



..... to encourage. People need it. expect nothing in return. but believe when they really receive it, they will encourage u with a *two-fold return.



..... to put down unecessary burdens. And believe in Rom 8:28




It's alot of things to learn. It all actually looks quite basic when i read thru... But you know... there is something called experiential knowledge. Its to knowing it even more intimately when u experience what u learn for yrself. And i believe it begins when i took a step of faith into the marketplace.. taking a job with a humble pay. :) Truly he is faithful and just.


Thanks God for placing me in a position to manage and run events for the cg (as revealed today). Mgy heart is burning to do more exciting things for you o Lord. And i know that i might have my *downs* in planning events... but i know that this time... it'll be different. I am going to rely totally on you.... and i am not going to be ashame of falls and failings. Because its unto u that i do this. I love to have fun... and i believe fellowship events... inside or outside church should NEVER be boring. I wanna be de salt and de light. The spice that flavours the lives around me.


I love you Jesus. :)

My heart.

Amazing man. Din had so much fun .... or how shall i put it ... exciting time thru simple prayer meetings. and i mean meetingsssssss.. had 4 prayer meetings this week. I'm blown away man. Talk about revival..... there is so much movement in the spirit.




In the midst of all this.... thank God for his sustenance this whole week. Well apart from the many prayer meetings i had.... i feel the devil tempting me throughout the week.. sowing thots of selfishness, negativity and bringing me to remember my past failures to tear me down. But by his grace and mercy, i am able to stand strong and pull through. I like the verse - For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ. 2 Cor 10:3-5


I grew to realise that we are constantly at war. Yes war ... a powerful one that was declared long ago .. even before the birth of the Adamic race. It is this war that we have to learn how to pace ourselves .. to rejoice at every victory and good moments... and to fight whenever we need to. I have to constantly guard my heart from the deceiver. and press on to the prize ahead.



Enuff of the spiritual woo-ha. I am determined to be a more detailed person! Ever since i start practising my bank 101 - Be a Man of Details! I become more aware of my errs and misses. When i grow tired ... i tend to let feelings lead the way. When i make a mistake, i will get discouraged. I made countless careless mistakes this week. Though at the start i can say i am pretty discouraged that i made the same old mistakes again and again.. i thank God for all the opportunities to learn from them. My training ground to be a more careful man has just started. And i will be a more detailed man... more tactful and wise! And hopefully when i become a leader next time in my field of interest .. or in whatever i am called to be... i will be truly a naturalist in making wise detailed analysis ... about my work. To be the best that i could be out there.




Thank you Lord :)