Can Do.

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Many thoughts.








to simplify it all ..









Philippinans 4:13








must believe.




( picture taken from ms Stickgirl. thx stickgirl! )

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Today's horrible day. sigh i am mentally stressed out. physically weary .. and i am just not interested in anything else.




felt like crap all day.






as much as i want to be an armour - bearer .. i feel like that's no purpose carrying those armour. how did David get all that strength to carry for Saul?






in times like this why does everyone seem so far away? i feel like there are no friends at all. seems like i am surrounded by strangers everywhere.





just feel so weary. i need an infilling...

Life with our ties.

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today is a good day.


guess every week i always like to reflect and put my thoughts into an online pocket. something like this ..



I've been feelin alittle mowned down lately. I feel that i am losing my visions and fighting spirit in life. you know rollercoaster feelings are one thing teenagers get to experience often. but roller coaster visions ? What's really terrible is when you start to lose all that visions and dreams that you have hoped for since the start.



i hope in this little time that i had.. i can straighten up myself to be clear what i need to do. being a sloppy, unconfident and unorganised me is of the past! wake up wake up.



sigh aside from this negative comment... i still felt blessed in some ways through this week.



My study hours are improving slightly. i can be really lazy sometimes. 'Study hard study hard' my friends say. Everytime i hear that i cringe. there's so little time left to go. I shall hope for the best. as the best is yet to be.


I got to see the show "click" today. ha through a download i made earlier... (shhh!! ). Anyway... the show is really awesome. I don't think i wanna give a full synopsis of the story here cos i think many people watch it already... But those who watch it definitely agree it's a heartwarming show! Just to briefly touch on the show - It's about a man who has found a remote control that allows him to fast-forward his life to skip the unnecessary pain, displeasures or anything outside his will. And apart from that, he can pause, mute .. any characters in his life as the life-tape runs. Eventually, this workaholic gets caught up with his work and loses his own family. This is when he realise family comes first. (kinda remind you of Lilo and stitch huh? Ohana means family :) .... ) Fortunately, he got a second chance which of cos... he makes drastic changes to make time for every member of his family. Even for his cute little doggy :). At the end of the show, i felt so touched and i just cry out to God. Through this show i realise God really wants me not to just focus on the seemingly necessary things in life. I need family time too. and with friends. But though sometimes i feel that people aren't free all the time for me. I need to really find time for them when the opportunity arises. Life is best spent with the best friends you've found :) yay.



The marriage semniar is really getting cooler and cooler each week. Though the message is more in the context of marriage itself.. i feel that it can be sooo applicable to our everday lives with our friends or even loved ones. I love the word of God!






to end this - Here's some pictures i get from my trip to Esplanade again this week..




splendors of marriage.



little boy wif little girl.



river tapes.

Visions.

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Felt so good after a good day of rest today. Slept and slept the whole day~


It's about 7 weeks to my practicals to my A's. Quite scared actually. But there are times i just feel like steering out of the way. Going another way. I dare not confront the hurdle infront of me. It's quite silly to think of it that way.. really.


Aside from that, i feel quite blessed this week. Had a combine cg meeting with Sis Elaine's cell. It's been a long time since we've had another combine meeting together. The meeting was really awesome! The praise and worship was really good and i got to learn to be a good player for my cg as well. During the meeting, sis Elaine mentioned about commitment to our church vision. She challenged each of us to review our commitments in our lives.. to our church, to our friends, our ministry and missions. think the message is really good and it really challenge me to review what each of these pillars mean in my life.


The church is my dwelling. it's just full of great happenings. sometimes i just can't get enough of spending quality time there. I would probably want to spend as much time as possible. study. rest. pray.


And for those i selected as friends, hmm shall be more of a blessing to them. Encourage, cheer and be there. Most importantly, i need to be a better communicator. be understanding and patient. and a man with strong moral fibres.


For my ministry, i shall be a smarter usher. Peifen always encourage me to improve my performance ... i think its really nice of her. Initially i am quite slow to understand what she means ... but i think i am somehow getting there. I learnt from Xiu wen yesterday of how our first Chief Usher, bro Alex was like. He lean so much in everything that he does on the spirit. The decisions he made are not governed just by his past experiences itself. so shall be a SS usher :) Smart and Spiritual


For missions, i would really really wanna go for mission trips. Especially to poverty-stricken areas. I shall pray more for open doors in this area. And at a more personal level, i wanna be a better worker. A problem solver. And a good student. :)



i felt blessed too by Ps Kong's message on managing our mental and emotional health. I knew there are still walls in my heart. Inner vows to be broken within me. But i am thankful to God that i've friends that helped me to tear down some of those dark towers in me. I will be bold and less avoidant. :) Thank you Jesus.



study hard you will..






( pics these week will all be in flickr! )