World through Your eyes

Din spend much of my time today doing something constructive. But .. i did re-structure my site to make it look better and add alittle stuff here and there^^. I will be releasing Project 158 pretty soon. Its something pretty cool which i collected and i thought it might be fun when it was revealed. =D O's and A's are coming out fast. I suddenly realise time past very very fast and much of what i have been enjoying is coming to a close soon. Well at least i have a good few months of relaxation. Hope everyone do well ~~~

Men .... look at the time! My energizer battery on my back is gonna pop out. Today is an eventful day at church. I carried alot of stuffs here and there as usher and i had a pretty hard time standing and listening to the sermon since i am outside of the lobby. The cool thing is my friend talk to me and i am glad that i shared with him what i need to share, and apologise and clear up the stupid mess that i have make. I shan't elaborate. Just wanna say that sometimes using yr head and yr heart is not enuff. This is the time where u need to submit to God to let him do the work for u. I am just glad that at least he got some answers to life's question. I am not an expert on that subject. But Jesus is ! I will do as much as i can to change the world as what i have told my friend. ha! Great dream huh?

Is my typo's dat bad? -_____- The start of today was very horrible. I had cell group at 11.30 and and i woke up at 11. It was a nightmare. I was still in a daze and i quickly phone Mom to tell her the news. She firmly asked me to find a way down *army style/tone*. I was kinda grouchy in the morning and was very very angry at my little handphone for not waking me up. It was after awhile then i realise the handphone alarm was not turned on. I was like !@#@$!@#@#% ! And i gotta meet Xiu Wen and bring here there. I am supposed to be at Boon Lay at 11 am. Goodness! I was brushing my teeth and answering alot of calls. I began to make backup arrangements with them b4 i grab my stash and head down for a cab. The cab was a lifesaver and also a pocket-burner. The amazing thing was i never reach boon lay in 20 mins from Chinatown. The sad thing is this comes for a prize .. of which i have to pay about 14 times my regular fare to reach Boon lay. Sad. I reached Cell group at 11.40 and I was kin...

-___________- y am i tired everytime i reach home? How can ?? I go army how!? GRrrr I got a new army letter address to Jason Ng. When i saw the letter i was abit shock and abit excited. My Pes status was demoted from B to E. That means i am not required to go Tekong for BMT! I just need to do simple admin work. When i went home to read the letter again, i realised something is amiss. The letter inside the envelope does not have my name and NIRC. Not as what is written on the envelope. It was another guy call Ng Wen Cheng. Good they send me a letter to tell me Ng Wen Cheng has now become a Pes E member with effect from 2/2/2005. I don't know why i am writing this in my blog. But the stale fact remanins that if i don't get this sorted out in time, i will ahve a whole rubbish-load of possible admin problems to clear on my day of enlistment. That is ********** . lol Well i went to SAJC open house today. In the morning 11 am. It turns out everyone i am meeting is late. -___- and g...

Slowly and steadily ... .. the creature of the night scrambles out from his hiding place to venture the familiar territory. His senses are fully activated. Fully aware of his surrounding. He runs vertically up the wall to a flast vastly empty land. His mind slows down to a steady pace .... Suddenly Light floods the land he is standing. Light light .. everywhere. The creature goes "OMG OMG" all the way. He quickly darted beneathe a huge towering object. Big echoes of thump thump thump follows. The creature lay totally still. His senses blasting away, straining every ounce to detect any stimulus or sudden reaction. Wham! creeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaak. The tower above him starts to shake and move. The creature thinks the predator must be a very strong predator! Strength beyong his puny imagination! He acts accordingly, he made a run to another nearby hiding area. Hoping that the predator did not see him. For a minute or two, everything lies eerily still. Great my "wind walk" ...

i ate alot of junk. Tink i am falling sick again. I empty tins and tins of Chinese new year goodies. Pineapple tarts, egg roll, kinda scary. Horrible eating habit. -___- i just watch the pot luck vcd. Its very good. Even though msot of the time i feel like hiding under the chair. y? The vcd features interviews, sideline performance done by our very own ex-w143. Just b4 we multiply. Its almost a miracle when i got the vcd from turtle. Its about close to 1 year after we filmed the video. And i am kinda sad that i have no chance to share this vcd with all the w143 pple den needs to see. Its pretty good video. And the reason for the video is to express our feelings to each other ... for fun and laughter and last but not least .. to remember the people we know as in the best image as we could have. Just for a moment, i felt kinda sad. Watching that video brings back that feeling. The feeling of missing people that were once part of our lives. Victor's super lame jokes. Yi Hui's danc...

The Apprecntice. Donald Trump said a very common aspect of leadership is respect. Without respect, a leader would be very immobilised. He would not be able to do much since his follower's do not cooperate or support him. Collectively speaking, the team would be inexistent. That is the message behind the show. The leader treated this whole show as a game. Just like Survival. Not quite so of an appropriate tactic in this reality show. This show requires members to show their inner qualities. Their character. Not their survival skills. Not their navigations skills [as for Amazing Race]. Not their charms and unique personalities [ as for Bachelor]. This is because Mr. Trump fires people according to the way they handles tasks and situations in his company. Making mistakes in tasks may not jsut be reason u get out of the show. Making mistakes in the meeting room [ or what i call the judgement room - where the 3 judges regin their speech of terror and discipline to the losing team] can p...

House -> House Visitation Men this visitation trip form hosue to house was pretty fun! Mom shifted the service to tmr so that we can have this cell outing today. Unfortunately some people cant make it to join in the fun. We had a pretty good fellowship thru every house. First stop was my place .... At Chinatown. At first, Chong, Ken and Me met at Chinatown Mrt control station. Chong was quite late ... which could be worst if he did not take a cab down. We went to Chinatown Food centre and visited my 2 aunts selling prawn noodle there. The both got a treat from her wor. Nice Aunts =). They wolf down their food and i went to find somethign to cool me down from the hot day. I settled for a drink since there is no dessert stall. Den .......... my 2 lil' frens when to "pai nian" or in another words .. bring Chinese greetings to my 2 aunts. My 2 aunts then bless each of them with a red packet. WE move off to find gifts for the sister around Chinatown. I saw a good shop which...

Constantine: The movie. Today, we went to watch Movie. i know its very duh, but somehow i must put a start to get this going. haa. You know what i'll laugh all those crap that i type someday when i look back at this blog. Maybe in my late 20's. The weird thing is i am enjoying the fact that i'll be laughing at myself 10 yrs down the road. And of course , i've strayed offpoint ........ We met at Orchard mrt. The girls were late. The boys were punctual [in a way ... that includes me :P] We went visit Kiddo who's working and O' Gio! Giodarno. She was kinda shock when she saw us. I can sense that she's feeling abit uneasy which i understand. We weren't suppose to visit people while as they were working. Well, but i think she's kinda happy to see us. Well i forgot to say who were there. Vivi, Jaryl, Terry, turtle and me were there. It's our ex-03s53 outing. See we still got keep in touch!! Well just to fast forward, the movie was great. I read reviews...

Reunion Why is reunion dinner called reunion dinner? Because it reunites the family? Because its the last dinner of the year, and it is best spent with the family? Yea to all of us its that. It's a reunification, a gathering, an event of happiness. To those who think that are boring, well i must say they should have a good reason to say so. I love it to see all my relatives buzzing to my house at Chinatown and our whole house will be so packed. I will talk crap with my cousins, play carrom with my uncles, play with my little cousin [ baby Grace]. She loves to lie down. She even crawled nxt to me and lie on my body. So cute! She climbed my bed and lied on my pillow. Thank God she din jump on my bed and leave her baby footprints everywhere. She is very adorable, and i swear men ..... that i heard her calling me JAson!!! Woohoooo. I babysit her for like 20 mins, carrying her around my house which is kinda small to navigate around. Eventually i have to put her down and let her run ...

Today was an interesting day. Well i guess i have to start blogging about the happenings of Chinatown. Well i was about to meet turtle and Ken and Chong for dinner and salsa dance class. In the end, Ken was sick and couldn't make it. Chong was tired and had to stay at home. So only me an turtle left. So for starters, we went street hunting for this little Salsa shops and on our 1st go - round the streets, we saw the usual Chinatown buzz of food, Vcd's, Clothes, CNY goodies and decos. We went around and found out the ver famous Nasi Brynai restaurant at one of the lanes at Chinatown. As we walk further, turtle make alot of sound effects. She said that she could make more and was planning dominate the world by torturing people that are around her with sound effects. You know dogs will go bark bark bark, and cats will go meow meow meow. This human turtle will go - lalalalal !@#!@# -__- hahah. I must say she might have a possibility to succeed dominating the world with it. haha ...

Wad a day ... Very tired. Ha ok let me start off everythign in sequence 9 am wake up. Oh man. My eyes can't help shutting themselves. Totally Glued toget her as i travelled from Outram to Boon Lay Mrt. Felt better after that. Ran after a 179 bus, caught it in time just not to be extra latE :P (which means i am already late). When i reach the music room at NTU, i was 10 mins late. -__- but i was not the latest. hehe ^^v Today we had combine cell with Mr Phillip from E (something something) and we had an interesting game. We use historic ancient chinese kung fu power during the game. lol basically, its a remake of scisoors paper stone. Ying Yang Zh i [ scissors equivalent ], Wu ling Zhang [ paper], Tian tang Tui [ Stone]. So we went around playing scissors paper stone .. haha. And we progress from Tu di, to shi xiong/shi jie and finally to Zhang men Ren . The first 2 Zhang Men Ren will have a intergalactic fight in the music room [ of 3 rounds of scissors paper stone]. Th...

Shall we dance ? Men today's service was pretty good. It's my first time doing TM [Traffic Marshal] at 3 pm. I learn afew things from TM. Learn to be decide fast [ and keep alert]. And learn to mange kids ... to help kids understand fast that they have to keep to one side when cars are coming into the church. Well it was a horrible experience for me... especially when the kids were jumping around me and the cars are about to run us down while i desperately try to save the kids. haha, i exagerated. Basicallty i was "shou man jiao luan" at that point. -__- Church was great. We learn alot from Pastor Jin Bevere. He talks about Friendship. Relationship. That God is ever-waiting to be very close to you. Everything, every step lies in your hands. Your decision will determine how far, or how close you will be with the lord. It also strike me at that point about relationship between individuals. That most of the times ,,, to be in people's life, i have to step out...

I am sad. Gym was the place i go to iron out my feelings ... Letting go of my emotions. My grandma argued with me today again. She likes to use not-so-nice words when she speak. I can always close one ear to whatever she says. She is not that bad. IT's just that sometimes she's very tactless when she speak. She forgot that i am human too and the power of words have influences on me. She likes to tell me " ni yao shi le!!" (implying that staying out very late at night will kill me). I don't see the effectiveness of using reverse psychology here when the words itself are so negative. I can't blame her ( like what my uncle said). She's uneducated and therefore she is not good with her words. The trifle this time is about allowance. And i can't help feeling sad when she asked me how much i am going to pay her back when i work. Well i can work and cut down my spendings. She can say that. But i feel very sad when she talks about the repaying part. It...

Yesterday Janet spoke to me late in the night. Not in my dreams ..... on the phone. I am glad she called and sahred her piece of mind. She told me she is sorry for being angry with me. My first reaction was "huh ?" I never knew she was angry with me. She seem normal but a little bit restless from the last time i saw her in cg. Well its a simple incident .. an incident that somehow bothered her. From her perspective, she has a feeling that i somehow disrecpect her ... when i join another group of frens when i was with her and another fren originally. My first reaction was "huh?" again. You see : she told me that i disappeared with a group of friends whom join us. She knows that they are joining us and she knows them as friends as well. Janet and another friend were infront of us. Somehow we got seperated ... Janet and a person infront ... the whole bunch of us are at the back. From this .. my point of view was .. : if you put in that way .. you were infront of u...

Today we went ML consulting for a job. I intended to take the survey and do in other ddays but it so happen plans have changed. We took the job offer and work today! The deal was : $9 / survey done. But! the surveyor must find the specific person [as listed on the list] to do survey. Not any Lim-cum-put can do the survey. The good thing is .. we have someone to drive us around to do the survey[Something additional to the deal]. and another thing is .. if you get no surveys done .. we will still earn a basic pay of 30 dollars. If we can do 4 surveys and above ... we will be able to earn more than 30 bucks. It is not easy [ if you ever think this is easy money] This job is more like a touring around Serangoon road and Ang Mo Kio road trip. We did most of out surveys that. The team comprises of the driver[ Peter i think], another surveyor, me , turtle and Elizabeth the Leader of the team. We went around to different households to ask the particular person in that house to help us with...