hohoho

been quite busy and tired lately due to work. man i need super strength now to run more things man... and its going even tougher when my sch starts... woohoo! man i needa plan well and do well!


but i had fun. in a meaningful kind of way. now its the time to shine :)
and to kp my post short... i'll jus pic-post :)

1st few shots with new phone :)

Yen~Leng's Bday!

the lame things we do in Office ..

chillin at pantry - tryin to sing a song

office stunt1

office stunt2

chillin at pantry - not sure what we're doing

LASTLY... witness..

the cutest thing on earth... my 2 new babies... :)

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

cheerios pple!

Dad

i seldom talked to my dad. I've talked about my dad. I've talked about him alot this few days... but rarely have i really spoken to him.



there used to be this awkwardness in the air that i don't dare to face... this relationship that i don't really wanna 'handle'.



i remembered i hugged him once when i was a child when my aunt suddenly ask me to .... i felt a slight weird strange feeling. its like i don't really know him. you understand that feeling?



Today it seems like i knew him much better after i pay him a visit. Elaine, shifu and qy was with me. shifu said it seems like he really wants to spend time with me. and i get the similar feeling. there are alot of bottleup feelings my dad had. he refuse to share about his problems .. his health .. his failing eyesight as he doesn't want people to worry about him. that's kinda like me very much in the past. i can sense his feelings.



sometimes i don't know what to say to my dad. we talk simple talks this few days after i learnt his abt his news.



i hope we can really go somewhere someday.. as good father and son.

Somethings.

some things that bottered me...





Well... today went out with Ben to practise guitar after bible study. Wanted to try out a song together with Ben ... and we happily found a corner that we think is secluded .... and away from the crowd in riverwalk. So we found one corner and started playing ... after a long while, Bro MinJing came and told us we can't play guitar that. I felt so embarassed after that :( He asked which zone we are from, which cg, and which cgl we belong to... argh. ultimate sadness :( Sorry CGL!




sometimes guys do stupid things. playing guitar in a public area causing disturbance to others wasn't our plan. but well.. in our eagerness ... we could be eagerly wrong. sigh. i felt like burying my head like an ostrich as i walk back... i will be wiser.




Well on another note... i got to know that my dad's left eye is going .. or if not, its already blind. He says he cant see anything... and i don't really know how bad is the situation. I would wanna go down this weekend to see him. I ain't very close with dad and our seperated lives aren't helping much either. Called him just now and he seems very sad. sigh.






I hope i have enough finances to bring him to op or something..


pls keep him in prayer yea?

Yesterday...

yesterday.... all my trouble seems so far away .....





you know the song ?





lol anyway.. yesterday and yesterday's yesterday was a cool day! In yesterday's yesterday, i watched Made of honour! Here's my take:



Good storyline. Classic tale of boy chase girl. He realise she's the one. She's blur as a sotong .. waiting to be won over by prince charming ...and yeps happily ever after :). I like the funny scenes in the show. A good show to sit, relax and laugh. thumbs up from orangeman. 8/10







Was quite tired the whole week. Have been sleeping late and waking up early everyday .. so Saturday ... i was pretty much like a walking jelly. I will blend with the wall .... glue myself to the chair ... lol and my eyes will wonder wonder wonder.... :) I went to help verona shop for her stuff and gave her some fashion advice too :) hohoho.







Now for yesterday! I did Hotel 2 (Usher ministry appointment) in my church for de 1st time! Basically its like a IC position that overlooks the first half of the hall auditorium.. so i got to make sure everything runs well in this area. And because its near/involves the stage ... its a very crucial job!!! I was so excited on the duty day but well ... sad to say i think i wasn't spiritually ready to take on the job. The whole duty .. my mind was racing to fight fire ... to resolve problem... but in reality - i operate too much on the level of a usher rather as a leader. I made alot of critical mistakes too that i think no one really realise but i feel its quite critical. So looking back... i realise i need to learn to see things from a leaders point of view more. Overall i am thankful for all de help i get from all my friends and leaders there. Through the day i was quite sad over the congregation's remarks abt usher ministry and how i also felt about the standard of usher ministry. It became quite a burden.





After settling my ministry stuff... met up wen to chill. It's so long since we catch up and well its so nice to talk to 'old friends' again. We both shared our burdens about cg, the people and also about many litte funny things. haha. I was really encouraged by her comments about usher ministry :) After talking to her about my burden... i felt so happy that we are still appreciated by someone. :) So she shared wif me some strategies to train up usher and well i think its really cool! haha.





We walked around town and eventually settle on this place to eat


*all pics taken from wen's blog.. cant take pic now cos cam phone spoil :(*















and well this pic i made for her.. cos she is crazy over potatoes! She'll sing potato.. speak potato .. and well potato(verb) potato(noun) all de way. haha u get the idea -_-"




It was a nice time. Wen got drunk with nonsense after a while and started behaving like the kungfu panda we saw in one of the MRT ads earlier. I had to start to call her kungfu pandy again... haha. well she can be lame sometimes :P But shes a sweet friend.




that's yesterday. yesterday was a beautiful day.

Update update!

Check out this video!

One of our colleagues was hospitalised and my colleages come up with this goodwill video! Sweet rite?... To me its quite funny.. ha enjoy ;)

Also check out Jung Mun's farewell entry.. Its updated with videos and pictures