Day of release.

Rank: Private!
Date of POC : 18/3
Feeling : Relieve..


During my phase of bored to death when other train to death, my friends send me nice jokes. I am sayin that thee thought is nice. Haa ..

Here are some :
What

Joke ar? haa.. Jason looks good with his new Hairstyle.

U r the biggest joke.

I like the denial. It has a good view of the Spinx


How nice of them >:

For the last day, we had evaluation. They got the comments from every single one of us. Some said that there were too much water parades. Some said they have too little sleep. Some say there are no girls. Some say they have learn alot about community building and experience something new. For me everything is crap. I mention about the part that they have no games activity because on the enlistment paper, they did mention that we get to play so community games. They reinforce the point about discipline and other stuffs we have to conduct.

Later we had an anti-drug talk. I guess this is the only talk that i find kinda interesting from all the rest. Why leh? I learn that humans can get "high" in 3 main ways other than taking drugs. One is from hunger. When you are ver hungry, all food taste kinda heavenly to you. Thereby producing the high feeling. 2nd is thirst. Last is Sex. And drugs is the tool that help drug abusers to by-pass this 3 ways to get high easily. Pretty interesting info.

The officer also introduce us to te different type of drugs. Inhalers, Ice, Ecstacy, heroin, Ketamine. The case studies are also pretty interesting. There are people who actually chew glass and ice powerder ... so that they can bleed and the drug can enter thru the sores into the blood and to their head much faster.... giving them the high feeling much faster. That is very hardcore. And he also says it takes 50 panadols to kill a person. Probably any number lesser than that, you'll just get paralysis or something i think. But i cant imagine getting 50 pills down into your stomach. A very lame way to commit suicide.

Out of all the 5 days, the 5th day i feel is the most fruitful, Through out the 5 days, i have not been mixing much. I just dun feel like mixing and also feel kinda uncomfortable in that environment. At the start, i admit i kinda dislike some of them cos of their attitude problems. As much as i tried to overlook their attitude or their bad habits, i feel pretty uncomfortable with some of them. I just bear a straight poker face thru-out most of the time ... I've learn from this few days to be more open-hearted and like what pastor say ... think like a big man. Not a small whiney fellow. I learn alot about Hinduism from a guy.

The guy told me thay hinduism has 33 billion Gods. Their religion has 6 denominations ... just like Christianity has denominations. The only main difference betweeen each denomination is that each denomination have their own perception of the one supreme God out of the billions of it. He said some of it are just angels like what Christianity termed. And that they believe in reincarnation and that some people can even remember their past lives. He also said that that God lives in us too. Angel and the devil also live in a human body which results to our actions. I din debate with him but i choose to understand more first. Much of what he explain, i notice has alittle similarity of christianity. Interesting insight from him. I ask him if he has any divine encounters, and he apparently have none. We chatted alot about each of our faith and i told him abit about how the promise land is given to the chosen people of Israel.

More importantly, i chatted with a smoker about his twin brother. He has a twin brother in Leopard company, which is just next to us. He said he is very very close to hsi brother and they are so close that they are willing to die for each other. That really impress me. But above all, it might seem like a very simple relationship, but i really envy him to have someone that close to him. He told me alot alot about his brother and his concerns about his twin brother. I only tell him one thing ... that is most of the time, your closed ones wouldn't want to listen to advices. They only need your support. Support him as long as whatever he do is right, and just.

I've learn alot and i pray that i will not lose what i've learn from this trip. Initially, i felt this 5 days were a waste of time. If i have time and if i can still remember, i will blog about what i've learn about human personality and relationship. Its pretty hard to blog all the 5 days in one shot. I will start training myself to sleep early and wake up early !:)

Praise the lord i got into CMPB. I've been hoping to get in because i think that is the nearest mainland branch from my house. This means i don't have to waste too much time travelling. Now i need to pray for a good understanding boss ... to work out my alevel plans. May it all turn well.... :D




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