World through Your eyes

I realise now after hearing Dr. A.R. Bernard's sermon of how much i have erred. beyond the superficial shell i carry,,,, lies a deep root of sadness... irresponsibility.... hatred and shame. i have erred. i have blamed people but look at me God.... i am behaving really like a fool.,,, help me God....    Regards, Jason Ng  ..  s0nix   [God doesn't give us overcoming life, he gives life as we overcome... ]

I WILL bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth. My life makes its boast in the Lord; let the humble and afflicted hear and be glad. O magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt His name together. I sought (inquired of) the Lord and required Him [of necessity and on the authority of His Word], and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. They looked to Him and were radiant; their faces shall never blush for shame or be confused. This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. (Psalm 34:1-6 AMP) These verses have Been my verse of meditation these few weeks. I realize how sometimes when we are so caught up with ourself.... Over our struggles and our life., we tend to look at our life w a magnifying glass and feel overwhelmed. I think the start of this year has been a big struggle for me. Balancing time and c...

Day 2 of my fast. It's lunch time and I am at Want cafe w bb. Quite exhausted by the workload and pace today. But thank God for this lunch time break.. And my bb for coming down to see me. :) This whole week I have been meditating on psalms 34.  It has been an encouragement to me to know God hears me, and it inspires me to taste and see the goodness of God. I really need this "food" cos at the start of the year. It seems like I put myself in rocket mode. Rushing everything I can to make things work. Ending up really drained at the end of each day. It becomes a cycle of weariness that left my mind unguarded. Negative thoughts take root. And hence... I became a defeated person. God spoke to Jacob: "Go back to Bethel. Stay there and build an altar to the God who revealed himself to you when you were running for your life from your brother Esau." Jacob told his family and all those who lived with him, "Throw out all the alien gods which you have, take a good ba...