World through Your eyes

Blessed  be  the Lord, For He has shown me His marvelous kindness in a strong city! For I said in my haste, I am cut off from before Your eyes; Nevertheless You heard the voice of my supplications When I cried out to You. Oh, love the Lord, all you His saints!  For  the Lord preserves the faithful, And fully repays the proud person. Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the Lord. (Psalm 31:21-24 NKJV) My God is a faithful God! Even in all my days where I ran faithless.. He assurese He is three God these few days my  flaws are revealed. I have a childish heart - if things dont get I my way I get upset. The basic trust.. I easily forget. Teach me not to forget God You have been good to me. When I was about to daily exam and go into NT In sec Sch. U bring me up to the top class instead. I was so afraid.. I prayed And put my anxious desires before u. And u heard my deep desires In primary school I felt useless. Primary 1 I faile...

I realise now after hearing Dr. A.R. Bernard's sermon of how much i have erred. beyond the superficial shell i carry,,,, lies a deep root of sadness... irresponsibility.... hatred and shame. i have erred. i have blamed people but look at me God.... i am behaving really like a fool.,,, help me God....    Regards, Jason Ng  ..  s0nix   [God doesn't give us overcoming life, he gives life as we overcome... ]

I WILL bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth. My life makes its boast in the Lord; let the humble and afflicted hear and be glad. O magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt His name together. I sought (inquired of) the Lord and required Him [of necessity and on the authority of His Word], and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. They looked to Him and were radiant; their faces shall never blush for shame or be confused. This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. (Psalm 34:1-6 AMP) These verses have Been my verse of meditation these few weeks. I realize how sometimes when we are so caught up with ourself.... Over our struggles and our life., we tend to look at our life w a magnifying glass and feel overwhelmed. I think the start of this year has been a big struggle for me. Balancing time and c...

Day 2 of my fast. It's lunch time and I am at Want cafe w bb. Quite exhausted by the workload and pace today. But thank God for this lunch time break.. And my bb for coming down to see me. :) This whole week I have been meditating on psalms 34.  It has been an encouragement to me to know God hears me, and it inspires me to taste and see the goodness of God. I really need this "food" cos at the start of the year. It seems like I put myself in rocket mode. Rushing everything I can to make things work. Ending up really drained at the end of each day. It becomes a cycle of weariness that left my mind unguarded. Negative thoughts take root. And hence... I became a defeated person. God spoke to Jacob: "Go back to Bethel. Stay there and build an altar to the God who revealed himself to you when you were running for your life from your brother Esau." Jacob told his family and all those who lived with him, "Throw out all the alien gods which you have, take a good ba...

But Jacob stayed behind by himself, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. When the man saw that he couldn't get the best of Jacob as they wrestled, he deliberately threw Jacob's hip out of joint. The man said, "Let me go; it's daybreak." Jacob said, "I'm not letting you go 'til you bless me." The man said, "What's your name?" He answered, "Jacob." The man said, "But no longer. Your name is no longer Jacob. From now on it's Israel (God-Wrestler); you've wrestled with God and you've come through." Jacob asked, "And what's your name?" The man said, "Why do you want to know my name?" And then, right then and there, he blessed him. Jacob named the place Peniel (God's Face) because, he said, "I saw God face-to-face and lived to tell the story!" The sun came up as he left Peniel, limping because of his hip. (This is why Israelites to this day don't eat the hip ...

i went through a whole entire day. working with my left hand. my right hand felt it was being hammered every 5 seconds. coughin away. sneezing away. man i wasnt feeling good all day. Thank God it wasnt so bad.... when i can go home early to rest. and with modern medication... i can ease my hand easily. i suddenly remembered Jacob in all of this, how he had a limp. a weakness... that hurts him. every step.. it hurts. every move and twitch he makes with his legs... it hurts... but every step... He was reminded... "i wrestled with God... and i prevailed" what that really means.... i dont really know. but i know how sick he must be with his life to have wrestled with God.... and after that.. he became a prince. JAcob to Israel i shall depend on you more.