World through Your eyes

[ personal ramblings ] Been feeling abit weary lately. Strangely, exams certainly makes me wonder how fast things have been going. Well very fast.... pretty much of this turmoil would be over. sighz -__-

[ personal ramblings ] It's been a real hard week. Many ups and downs. Most of all, its the downs. But in every down, the comfort lies in the word of God He never fails to speak to me at the right time. Just to speak, i love celebrating other people's birthdays. But i just hate my own. All through these recent years.. almost every birthday i had is an unhappy one. It just hurts to celebrate my birthday. Sometimes, i wished that no one bothered me on the 8th October. Don't bother to send me sms greetings. Cards.. Gifts. watsoever. It's not that i don't appreciate it. But i feel it's meaningless. I have lost the joy in celebrating my own birthday. Often enough, it would be the day that everyone forgets that it's my birthday. How well we would be using this time, to study thru our exams. Then having said all that is above, i have found myself into this dilemma I would be disappointed if people did not wished me Happy Birthday. Werid isn't it ? I am just ano...

[ personal ramblings ] well i'm back here again. today shld be a happy happy day. But well i feel kinda drown in the end. I guess that's all i shld spill. Thx everyone 4 the gifts and presents. I love it all.