It's been a real hard week.
Many ups and downs.
Most of all, its the downs.
But in every down, the comfort lies in the word of God
He never fails to speak to me at the right time.
Just to speak, i love celebrating other people's birthdays.
But i just hate my own. All through these recent years..
almost every birthday i had is an unhappy one.
It just hurts to celebrate my birthday. Sometimes, i wished that no one bothered me on the 8th October. Don't bother to send me sms greetings. Cards.. Gifts. watsoever.
It's not that i don't appreciate it. But i feel it's meaningless.
I have lost the joy in celebrating my own birthday.
Often enough, it would be the day that everyone forgets that it's my birthday.
How well we would be using this time, to study thru our exams.
Then having said all that is above, i have found myself into this dilemma
I would be disappointed if people did not wished me Happy Birthday.
Werid isn't it ?
I am just another weird guy.
Well i've shared this wuth mom and 1 of my close friend. What exactly happen on my birthday.
It's a pretty sad day you know.. Like you know those crying soap operas. boo hoo hoo and stuffs.
Well i am sorry if i looked sad that day. I tried my best not to dampen the mood.. and the effort to put in to celebrate my birthday. But i was really not doing good that day.
Dun worry. I'm better now.
Just wanna pay a tribute to those who have blessed me yesterday.
All the gifts i've collected.
The Cell Group - W143.
Thanks for this lovely bag. W143 ...
It comes in real handy :)
Thanks W143!. For the Longevity Pao as my Birthday cake too!
You guys are as innovative as me! ha!
I am still waiting for my Bday card ;)
PremKumar
Very lovely card Prem. I love it alot! Thanks for getting my cell and w116 to write greetings to me. Is this your great surprise? Ha .. wow i'm sure amazed :P
Another surprise. A Friendship Bookmark!
Thanks alot Prem :)
Mommy Karista.
It even has some personal writings inside!
Well, i purposely blured it. For me to see only mah..
The message is very sweet.
Thanks Mom for the book and thought behind it.
Vivian
This is the first time i received a Figurine gift.
I love figurines since i am a kid. But collecting figurines is an expensive hobby. I simply do not have the cash to keep up with it. I also do not have enought spcae to keep them
But men, this is my first ever figurine. And it's a Kakashi Figurine! My favourite Naruto Character!
Well another cool thing is... she doesn't know its my birthday. But yet she bought it long from Hong Kong and presented this gift to me timely on my birthday. I din tell her in the end.
Anyway Thanks Vivian. :)
Card from CHC
It is a lovely card. Rainbow colour wor.
Thanks Pastors and Staffs of CHC
Xiu Wen the Pandy
Wow, how she make it so colourful??
It's very very nice! Sparkly and chirpy.
And the words behind pretty touched me.
Thanks Pandy.
Card from NSSC
Well, i know everyone in NSSC would receive a card too on their bday.
But i think it's a nice gesture by them. Even though our head can be pretty hard on us..
I think it's a blessing for the Heads to bless each one of us with such a great card.
Thanks NSSC
Card from Community Chest
This is the first. I've not received before any cards from the Community Chest at all.
Thanks Community Chest anyways :D ha..
Ang Pows from Granny and Uncle
Hmm.. It ain't Chinese New Year.
But well giving me money shows that they trust me well to be wise to know how to spend my money.
Thanks Uncle Chin Aik and Granny!
My Birthday Cake
It's taken after i made my first cut.
Thanks Uncle Chin Aik for the cake :)
I'm sorry to make you worry on my birthday.
God bless you mightily..
Greetings.
Thanks Chun Ping for your very early sms greeting. Heard you prepared a gift for me too. haa. Anyway thanks for the thought :)
Thanks Pandy for your SMS greeting. I'm blessed to have a strong sister in Crhist like you..
Thanks Victoria for yr well wishes. I will receive abundantly according to my Faith. Amen.
Thanks Prem for yr greetings too. All week long you've been talking to me about your great surprise for me for my birthday. Thanks for all yr hard work. You truly are my great fren :)
Thanks Yuying meiz. I never knew you rememeber my bday. It's ok if there are no presents for me. It's the thought tat counts! :) Anyway thanks for all that encouragment all this long.
Thanks Lishan too. My debating partner. Haa.. Dunno why we always argue in the past. But thanks for yr greetings :)
Erm.. This is funny but.. Thanks Mcdonald. I dunno how u get hold of my handphone number.
Is it because i sign up for Rewards ? Ahh.. yaya ... haa.. Thanks anway
Thanks Daniel Ng. You are a real great brother. I thought my ex-Sajc friends have forgotten abt me ya.. but ya always never fail to encourage me and keep me going. Thanks for yr greetings..
Thanks Uncle Thomas. You are a funny guy ya know. Well today is your birthday too. Cool huh? we are born on the same date .. but different year. Thanks uncle :)
Thanks Wei Yi, aka Momo. Hope you do well for yr exams :)
Thanks Auntie Lily, Uncle Chi Wei and baby Jolene. Very nice bday sms. God bless yr family too!
Thanks Jessica for yr bday sms. :) Erm abt yr Plasma TV and yr full leather sofa .. well i keep praying for ya.. hahaha... Thanks
Thanks Joanne. Well she sent me a ver very sweet sms.
"They said it was raining when you were born
But actually it was the sky which was crying cos
it lost its most precious star... That is you!
Happy Birthday! XP"
very sweet sms. :) God bless you too little girl. Study hard for yr exams and go RJC :)
Thanks Siyuan. Very kewl sms. Keep on shining Christ. I take joy in seeing you grow :)
Thanks Jarett .. my little boy. Very nice birthday song .. ha. very cute. Recover well and give yr best to yr PSLE!
Thanks Natasha! Like they say... It's better late then never. I appreciate it very much. God bless ya too! :)
Thanks Chong for yr msn greetings. I apprecite it alot brother. Take care and keep shining for Christ. I'll always help you along yr way..
Thanks w143, w116 for yr wishes too in church. :)
And those who have forgotten and wanna wish me. I say thanks in advance too.
Thanks God for these frends :)
Every year... i would receive about 1 or 2 greetings and a few presents.
But this year... men it's so different. Thank you so much guys. It makes me feel so appreciated.
Hmm. I don't normally do this but .. i shall wish myself Belated Happy Birthday too!
Well though everything may not go on well... I am still happy that i am blessed.
All things work out for those who love God :)
God bless all of ya mightily too :)