World through Your eyes

i think the word grace is something special. it comes when u weren't very good at job... the economy is bad.. but u received an unexpected 'leap' in performance. the boss praised you. when you thought you weren't good enough.. someone taps u in the back and say .. ya doing great! when u desperately tried many times to get a job with a minimum fixed salary and failed... but the next thing you know a job exactly u want lands at ya feet. when u walk down the streets of ya hometown.. pple are sleepin @ the streets. (and their old pple) and u have a bed and warm blanket to lie on. when u find a special someone in ya life... that even thru stormy days.. she will shine. when ya work becomes a battlefield ... politics reign.. but in the same env the little things around u encourages you in the office. when u feel like u cant do it... they say actually u've done a great job. different snippets of life. same God we serve. it's by God's ace we are found. Thank God for...

Thank God! every single day,, me and a group of temps are busy clearing our work of enrolling customers for some electronic service! the backlog we have to clear is 3000++ of paperwork! well each 'case' can be cleared very fast.. but with the high amount of work flowing in everyday (500-600) .. work can be tiring! thank God! that with the help of th rest of my temp colleagues.. we manage to clear the backlog from 3000++ to now 2046! so its a big big jump within a week! :D Boss praise us for our good work. but still we are in hot soup because 2000 of overdued paper work is still alot. hehe.... But God! will see us through this! just had cell group. and well i felt dishearted at the start. i lack practise on my guitar... suddenly felt so rusty.... but i am thankful the presence of God was there... and i am longing to have more powerful meetings... where .. when we worship... we have open heaven : and we simultaneously see the vision of God for our cell group! i heard from xiuwen ...

Great Leadership comes with a price. There's more work to be done... But the works flows from You! Ultimately .. it's about You! When no one's there .. You were there. When i work in despair.. You were there. When people needs to know You more.. You were there (with us) I've been riding on her annointing for a long time... (and the church) i've got to get my own mana and feed my sheeps.. Now : It takes 6 times more firepower to obtain a new ground than to stay at a old ground. Help me o Lord to be the Man. No more running wild.

This week was indeed a refreshing week! :) 1st i ate shokudo, . yums! So long never eat there.... so refreshing! . . . 2nd Elaine's Back !!! i feel stress but yet i feel i wanna talk to her more... but she's really busy! i realise after she's back.. it's like everyone's different. we are more relax and happy. wow... it's like the good o days in our family fellowship again.. 3rd Rev Dr. A.R. Bernard was here! I mean i am chewing on so much green pasture... i really need time to digest the great word. Most impt .. i needa get my own rhema every week 4th Overnight Prayer Meeting [OPM] with Ps Chee Kiang was great! He talked about how sometimes we loose track of Jesus in our lives when we are caught up with the ministry.. the people.. the struggle... the pain... that the reality of God is missing. Actually to talk on that... i just chatted with one member on the issue of feeling the presence of God. many people on stage in the past few weeks have been talking...

how your words have called me back to my first love... and helped me understand the purpose of 1st works.. thanks for Your reminder... Thank you abba Father.

All the time! :) ole!

i like fellowshipping with cg. Thank God for the growth. Thank God for the job. Thank God for the sweet lady supporting me. Thank God for the W116 times. There God that yesterday our cg has about 7 new friends for outing. it's a start. Thank God that my struggles that i have conquered. Thank God for the blessings you gave to my friends. Thank God for the covering and annoiting of my church leaders... leaders who paid the price so that i can enjoy. Thank God! Tmr going to start 2nd day in as Manulife's Telemarketer. Hope i can make 3 deals tomorrow! :)

Friendship It took me like 3 nights to prepare this. The 1st 2 nights i was really brain-dead. After work, after school ... my brain-juice is almost sucked dry... urgh. But thank God He sent many angels and inspirations down and thereby i can share my conviction and type out a message. Well the thing about preparing a message is ... if it doesn't impact or touch you... you cant possibly expect it to touch others. So i cant really share something that is not birth off from God's revelation ! So in preparing this ... i really realise the importance of having 1stly) Good REST! A Healthy rested mind is position to received revelations! 2ndly) To plug into the WORD. Deep in. I cant say anything out of my own knowledge. Because head-knowledge is just factual dead words. But a life-changing Word. A Rhema word. is what that really strikes your heart and your mind like a ligtning! 3rdly) Pray up . when ya battery is flat. there is only one thing to do. charge it la ! so prayer charg...

this few days ..... i am quite shaken in a way by lots of burdens... but God is always good! im really a silly guy.... always like to think too much .. and entertain thots that i should just cast aside... u noe those burdening worrying stuff that drains ya emotions... im someone that likes to cling on to it... and to break free... i gotta fight the devil with the right tools... instead of being shaken... i will build an altar and fight. The Lord is my banner. In Him i'll have the victory!! :) so ENOUGH IS ENOUGH .... im just going full on back to my vision. every christian theology... rationalising of our highly irrational life as a christian.... over-spectaculated relationship problems... everything im goin to lay it aside! The Lord is my banner. In Him i'll have the victory!! :) its really true. the devil sows extra things that you do not need to bother and entertain. our christian life is just a simple act of faith. u may choose to rationalise it. u may to choose to debate...

Hotel 1 duty ... in short is so cool.... being given an opportunity to serve in a "high-risk" positions really is a an honor! :) for a person with a low-risk appetite ( meanin to say .. im more of a play-safe kinda guy that enjoy simple taks and duty ... ), taking a post like H1 is really kinda like a big step of faith! but my mentors told me b4 when i became a Stage1/2 that expecting the unexpected spices up yr duty. It also shows how ready you are to serve ... to meet the challenge that God puts there at your feet. :) so its really an experience last duty. Hmmm i would say i was really nervous at the start... but Yonghui reminded me to be calm and cool as a leader... so yea really thank God i was feeling 'zai' through the duty.... even when i see worrying signs of rows of empty seats in the hall.... haha i think its really just the grace of God. In fact i think God really expanded my faith this year. I never believed i can do positions like that in the past. never ...

everyone makes mistakes in life... I received this revelation on Sunday morning Even if you are not the best among your peers, the most talented or skilled, God believes in you so much that He is patient enough to see us through all our mistakes .. so that we can be more perfect in character, so that we can be released for His righteous works . Jer29:11 - for i know the thoughts i think towards you... thoughts of peace and not of evil ... to give you a future and a hope. That's part of the hope of Christ. Renewal..

I am burdened with alot of things now... to me friendship matters alot... and seeing some of my friends going through something painful... it really burdens me. After a talk with Elaine, i realise .... yea this is really the devil's work! After all those problems ... the heart of the matter is really the matter of our heart. And our heart is always 'tampered' ... or distrubed by the Devil. The issues of self-esteem that i had before ... or pride ... or selfishness and the feeling to throw everything aside and just put myself 1st in all..... its all cultivated and nurtured by the devil. Joyce Meyer calls in the strongholds we have in our mind . I am really angry at this. :( i will bind the devil upside down in the next few weeks man. I will bind him till every hospital has all their demons name listed in their patient list! GrrRRRR When a nice friend of mine pop me this question recently... i really wondered what to say. I remembered going through 'Life questions' l...

This week my CGL gave me my very first opportunity to lead worship in CG! :) :) PTL! Befoe that .. I got a small gigantic testimony to share ( small because its a small area of my life .. but gigantic because its a big work God did in my life !) Share with u a secret... i sometimes doze off in office. something like this.. LOL ok its not really like that in office but ... sometimes due to inadequate rest... my head can really sway up and down as i work. and i will try lots of ways ... like pinching myself ... drink warm water ( by far the most effective) or wash up in toilet. This week i was especially 'sleepy'. I will tell my bunch of office mates i am meditating when they caught me in e act.. lol. But well i just wanna thank God that today... after a good prayer i had really good God-given strength. I dun really feel much different. But i have energy! I mean i can conquer the world man! I really thank God for this strength! :) ok back to the subject... i was leading praise ...

3 cheers to God. He is really a God that makes things work! Today i really feel very 'in-control' asa Stage 2 usher. And nope it's not because of my countless experience i did as a Stage 2 ( though i had painful-memorable times that i learnt as a Stage 1/2). But i think it's largely because how much the Holy Spirit has helped me! For example ... i struggled alot in hearing my comm set but today... man i can hear the words really well and.. even if the message can be quite muffled, i will still be able to make-out somewhat what was communicated :) And yesterday... well honestly that are some critical things i overlook. e.g first-aider. but i really thank God yesterday was an accident-free day! ok think some of them got greased on their legs and bruises... but other than that.. all's good. And yea it rained everyday from Mon to Thurs! and guess what fri and Sat was sunny!! :) So everything just really worked out! Aside from this.... i am still struggling with a certai...

For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ.. 1 Cor 19:4-5 I feel very funny this week. Its like there are alot of unhealthy thoughts swimming in my mind and heart.... and its really irritating. However, thank God for the word of God! Its a weapon to attack and pull down every attempt of dismal the devil throws at us. Ps Kong always said on one side the Word attacks the devil. On the other side it builds up our faith... and guess what... the next useful armour in the christian's armory is our shield of Faith! above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one (Eph6:16) speaking of which... i just gave the longest bible study session i've ever gave to one member about the word of God. Record timing of 1h 45mins ....