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its been awhile

http://sonicalibr3.blogspot.com/2006/07/married-to-one-guitar-graduation.html how so much have changed... :) im feelin sentimental... but im thankful now than ever :)

there and then

Its really good to be in the right place .. at the right time .. with the right people. Its really a feeling that says " man what an awesome experience this is! " That's how it was for the last 2 days... i sorta took 'leave' from serving to attend the 2 SOT (School of Theology - Bible) graduation svc in Expo. Man i miss all my friends in Expo ... and i got to see alot of ushers whom i used to work alongside with graduating from SOT this year. i miss them man. But im glad i can 'check' them out again as i visit back expo. Ps Alex Abraham from Indo is really a very charming and annointed pastor. when he started praying for us ... we started to shake all over ... its like something travelling through us in the meeting. He is also a very funny animated pastor :) Totally blessed by his annointing and his testimony of how Christ raised him to be a pastor through a life-death incident of a little boy. :) As i watched through the graduation ceremony in the 2 meeti...

enlightened.

today our cgl shared with her the 'long- burdens of our cg. its been there for awhile. we've been like this for awhile. and yea we've come up with plans ... we strategise .. we reasoned but its not doing so good either. our cg ain't growin and its kinda fustrating. ive been thinking abt different plans as my cgl speaks. but its not worth just making plans and moving ahead with jus mypuny 'human-effort-like' attempts. pro16:9 says i gotta learn to walk wif my best friend high up there and move tog with Him. and thru this period .. i feel sometimes like Jacob from the bible.. he relied on his own strength alot den God has to remind him through a dislocated hip-bone .. that you've gotta trust in me. sometimes i ask God why am i still like this. why do i still have de same flaws i had weeks ago... months ago or even years ago. but i think this flaws are God's way of saying ... " when ya weak.. I am strong. and therefore u can be strong.... " I f...

intercede

i am quite happy for alot of things! my prayer for alot of things came to past!!!! oh man... i feel that tho work is tough, backlogs seems neverending ... my team's spirit is still high! they still laugh around during huddles, take iniative to help one another ... to stand in de gap when our 'mini boss' isn't around. Their care for each other is amazing! lately ... there is also less tension between our team members and our 'mini boss' ( whom almost ever single one of our team members had deep hatred over..) I am thankful that God is moving in ways we cannot see :) my team has an awful habit of making fun of me. esp over girls ( thanks to my dear *erhum* and *erhum erhum* ) I shared this over our morning meetings aka huddle .. about having love in everything we do... and all day they talk about passion .. love ... and all de funny funny censored stuffs over this. can u believe it... O_O!!! but i feel that this impt msg really sink in even though our common s...

You're Gonna Miss This

this song speaks it all :) dun let ya troubles drown you away from the great things in life. She was staring out the window of their SUV Complaning, saying "I can't wait to turn 18" She said "I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules" Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school Then she kissed her head and said "I was just like you" You're gonna miss this You're gonna want this back You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast These are some good times So take a good look around You may not know it now But you're gonna miss this Before she knows it she's a brand new bride In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by He tells her "It's a nice place" She says "It'll do for now" Starts talking about babies and buying a house Daddy shakes his head and says "Baby, just slow down" Cause you're gonna miss this You're gonna want this back You...

Durian trip

finally had a 'breather' last saturday in our 1st-ever in w116 history : Overseas Durian Eat-till-you-Peng trip! hahha how many of u think that's just exciting. well my cgl sure thinks so.. :) lol but well its really very nice trip. 1) I got beauty sleep on bus 2) vic told us some icy cold jokes 3) we get to shop nice clothes... this time i bought something! a pepsi sweater! 4) we ate secret recipe cakes at cheap cheap price :D 5) we bought something real nice as a farewell gift for vic (aw) 6) i bought some nice food back from malaysia for colleagues and family. (shld have brought more money to buy!) 7) we feasted diff types of durians! from hybrids, tribrids to pure breeds of durian i believe. lol really can eat till drop :P 8) Nice fruit owners let us sample their watermelon, pineapples, mangosteen, rambutans ... so we ate more than what we bargain for! 9) nice simple dinner at night. 10) good fellowship. Now that's what i call power outing. If only more pple could j...

It's all been done

When ya down... heads up :) it's all been done :) I met you, before the fall of Rome And I bet you to let me take you home. You were wrong, I was right. You said good-bye, I said good night It's all been done, It's all been done, It's all been done before. I knew you before the west was won. I heard you say, the past was much more fun. You go your way, I'll go mine but I'll see you next time. Chorus: It's all been done, It's all been done. It's all been done before. If I put my fingers here and If I say I love you dear And if I play the same the three chords will you just yawn And say, Ah, I hate it. (Chorus ) Alone and bored on a thirtieth century night. Will I see you on the Price is Right? Will I cry, will I smile? As you run, down the aisle. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done before. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's all been done. It's ...

Desert Song

I love this song Verse 1: This is my prayer in the desert And all that's within me feels dry This is my prayer in the hunger in me My God is a God who provides Verse 2: And this is my prayer in the fire In weakness or trial or pain There is a faith proved Of more worth than gold So refine me Lord through the flames Chorus: And I will bring praise I will bring praise No weapon forged against me shall remain I will rejoice I will declare God is my victory and He is here Verse 3: And this is my prayer in the battle And triumph is still on it's way I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ So firm on His promise I'll stand Bridge: All of my life In every season You are still God I have a reason to sing I have a reason to worship Verse 4: This is my prayer in the harvest When favor and providence flow I know I'm filled to be empited again The seed I've recieved I will sow For those who appreciate the guitar... this song has an amazing mix of arabic-like drumworks and guit...

Healer

You hold my every moment You calm my raging seas You walk with me through fire And heal all my disease Pre-Chorus: I trust in You I trust in You Chorus: I believe You're my Healer I believe You are all I need I believe You're my Portion I believe You're more than enough for me Jesus You're all I need [Repeat Verse] [Repeat Pre-Chorus} [Chorus] Bridge: Nothing is impossible for You Nothing is impossible for You Nothing is impossible for You You hold my world in Your hands this is a beautiful song :) indeed nothing is impossible! every dusk is follwed by a new dawn!

sentiments

i am feeling alittle edgy these days... im not sure but sometimes i am kinda irritated with insensitive people ... especially when they are behave kinda self-centredly .. as if the whole world revolved around them :( sigh maybe i am just over-thinking in a way. But i certainly hope i can be more patient and wise to resolve these issues with people around me. but thank God for the great colleagues i've been given in office. now there are more changes in office .. peopel are moving there and there and my area has been evermore girl-dominant than ever. sometimes i dunno if its good or not cos my voice as a guy kinda got swallowed up by the opinions of these ladies... and its not my nature to argue abt... so urgh .. im constantly getting teased over almost anything and practically everything. -___- " haiz i certainly hope God can really put more man-companions around me man. i feel lonely. lol :X (im nt gay) watch 2 very nice movies over the weekend. Journey to the centre of th...

Heart

FOP is one of the most exciting times of the year to me!! I really love the music they bring every time i attend. There was once when i was a little kindergarden-boy.. i cried when i wasn't able to attend the FOP services.. and i was * this drawn* to exciting music and people at that time :) and im glad im still now ... nw as an usher too. =) This yr, I have the priviledge to work with ushers from Heart of God Church and to me, they are just amazing people! Their chief usher is only 16-17 years old! And their spirit of serving is incredible! I mean its not on just their operations... but they carry such love, readiness and faith wherever they go! I served today as one of my Chief Usher's runner (like a personal assistant kind of thing) and its pretty cool. I initially thought i would have to run alot of places to gather info... and do things on a really big scale.. but today, i am kinda like saddled back and relax through my duty :) I just kept askin my chief if she needs wate...