World through Your eyes

its 2007 and things has jus not been de same. everything seems to be quite different. its hard to explain. i cant tell if its jus the pple around me has changed ... or is it that my heart is changed? anyway i know i cant let the things around me affect me negatively. the voidness of emotions i feel sometimes is pretty terrible. sadness, happiness, anger, joy .. all this seems to be non-existent. its hard to fathom friendship sometimes ... when de things u try yr best to hold seems to just fade away so easily. is there a point in trying?

Today i went to BS at Riverwalk .. was quite lost for awhile and den my instinct kicks in and i start doing what normal Singaporeans like to do when they get lost... follow the crowd... The place is rather unique ... :) and the cooler thing is its a 5 mins walk to Chinatown! :) Ask any chinatown boy how cool is that ^^ Today's lesson was really interesting .. it feels like i'm studying the making of the whole world all over again in a new dimension! Well, what i learn today really suprised me. to think that there is a possibility of God making another human race on earth before the Adamic race (which we are all part of) ... is pretty amazing.. The thing is ... if God did create another human race before us .. where are they now? have they been shrunk to live as bacteria in de air ? or are they all in heaven now? As what i've learnt today ... there are many worlds that were created and there was one (or possibly more than 1) that was totally destroyed before our world becaus...

[ mood : ] sorry for the belated post.. this was originally draft arnd 31st dec 06.. this is for all the history-makers i've met in my life. 2006 is coming to an end!!! Jason hereby wishes you readers in advance Happy New Year 2007!!! and he wants to do some appreciation to people he values in his life. My Granny My granny :) Despite our differences and the great generation gap.. she's has inevitably been the closest kin to me. thanks for taking care of me all these years and putting a roof over my head. Through the tough times, she has managed to make ends meet and raise up her children on her own. and even after that, she has taken the responsibility of grooming her grandchild - that's me. She isn't the kind that out lavish words of love to you.. but her daily routine actions has said it all. She has given me the chance to be who i am today :) Isn't she great? thank you grandma. 'Dad and Mom' Yea... people asked me why they look so young. :) ahha. Its in...

[ mood : ] I'm quite happy this weekend. well after de rough rough waves over the last few weeks ... and de struggle thru o6... i'm happy that i arrive here somehow wif the treasure that really matter in the year 2007. It reminds me of a story i seen recently. A man went to a minister for counseling once. He was in the midst of a financial collapse. "I've lost everything. " he bemoaned. "Oh, i'm so sorry to hear that you've lost your faith." "No," the man corrected him, "I haven't lost my faith." "Well, then i'm sad to hear that you've lost your character." "I didn't say that," he corrected. " I still have my character." "I see. Then I'm so sorry to hear that you've lost your salvation" "That's not what i said!" the man objected. " I haven't lost my salvation.: "You have your faith, your character, your salvation.... seems to me that y...

[ mood : *flu* ] David's Ps 23rd with the modern reality twist. I am my own shephard. I am always in need. I stumble from mall to mall and shrink to shrink, seeking relief but never finding it. I creep through the valley of the shadow of death and fall apart. I fear everything from pesticides to power lines, and i'm starting to act like my mother. I go down to the weekly staff metting and am surrounded by enemies. I go home, and even my goldfish scrowls at me. I annoint my headache with extra-strength Panadol. My Jack Daniel's runneth over me. Surely misery and misfortune will follow me, and I will live in self-doubt for the rest of my life. i am guilty of being my own shephard too lots of times. adapted again from traveling light..

[ mood : ] The bow cannot always be bent, without fear or breaking. For a field to bear fruit, it must occasionally lie fallow. And for you to be healthy, you must rest. He says 6 days he works, 1 day he rest. maybe that's the way it goes. a good rest refreshes my soul =) a read extract from Traveling light.

everyday as dawn breaks. i hope to see that glean of light yet my heart has turn cold. the withered cold. it cries alone in despair. Despondent