World through Your eyes

[spiritual walk] He's amazing. I can sing praises for him all day Like i told Prem. And to everybody else. Christianity ain't just a religion. It's a relationship. The more you walk on, the more you'll marvel at what you receive. And trust me, i've questioned myself more about my belief each passing moment. They aren't doubts of my religion, but my conscious self-reminder and awareness of what i'm doing.... To know that i am not blindly leading myself into no-where. I am in for just that right adventure. I was ushering this very day. And as I think back, i behave really abnormal this week (for some strange reason). I was not myself. I wonder if its the coming of inner-healing evangelist - Ps Mike Connell. There is something in me that goes uneasy? I really dunno. But i aint myself. I felt burden all again. Direfully stressed for unknown reasons. I felt unloved. Unappreciated. Sickening. And its all coming in one blow. Its really alot to take... I felt that i...

[ quotes ] [ spiritual walk ] "God is powerful, God is loving. God does not promise a bed of roses but He promises to carry me through the thorns, when I am lost and have no more strength left." -qing. i think its a very beautiful quote. and somehow i feel i've seen it somewhere b4. A great opportunity to meet this words again. :) The great thing about the bible is the great promises it gives. It has never failed those who ernestly seek God (according to my observation of the Christian community). So if it has never failed the great children of God, why would it stop and fail me ? Joy and Jubilee You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace ; the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands . Isaiah 55:12. Seedtime and harvest. As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish , so that it yields seed for the sower and brea...

[Golden moments in pics] There's always something happening in our cell... And i love food. It cheers mee up :) [ from Chong's cam ] [ from my photo cam ] very blur. ha. But they are nice!! :) had a great day. Thx for all the food dudes :) - more pics in my flickr :) -

[ personal ramblings ] I feel stress again.. I was really angry today with one of the mdm's in my unit. Sigh.. i shall let it go. I wonder how is all my A' level friends from SAJC doing now. yea some are enjoying camps. Some are working to kill time. Some are preparing for their new term in their allocated university. Some are just like me, stuck 2 years with SAF. I'm just so sad with my life. If i have straighten myself in my JC days and reject the defeated mindset i carried, i might have done more meaningful work now . I could take on part-time lessons to improve myself. Be more productive in my work place. Help out more in my ministry and cell group. Spend more time with my family. I am a bad manager. Real bad . I really need to increase my capacity. Handle the hurts in life better. Able to forgive unreasonable selfish people easily. but sometimes feel really helpless. i feel i am going no-where. I regret my 2 years of wasted JC life. Its real sad. All the guilt is com...

[ personal ramblings ] The song we are going to sing on 8 August 2005. -___- Geez NDP... Now i'm in the army, but I'll never be part of NDP as like before . But then again, i am happy as i was once part of it. - contingent marchin in Scouts It was such an experience. I rememebr we stood there for long hours under the setting sun in Padang field. We train in various places. March like mad. And the Leaders always drill us with a point that we have to bring home each day after training ..... Scouts can march! Well unlike the NPCC & NCC, scouts do not spend much time in footdrills. So it is expected that we'll screw up when it comes to footdrills. So basically, the SL went hard on us. But i do enjoy it. We have lots of fun during the marching trainings [ much more fun then marching aimlessly and everywhere we go in Tekong ... ]. Though sometimes it can get real boring, i feel it can be fun in certain way. I like the sound when we are able to produce that loud bang when we ...

[ reflections ] I haven't been following the news lately. Reading news is like a priviledge for me now. If time and circumstances permits, i can steal afew glances during office hours. My breaks are reserved for rests in office :) NKF gets public backlash after court revelations SINGAPORE : The National Kidney Foundation and its CEO TT Durai was the talk of town on Wednesday. This comes after they withdrew their defamation suits against Singapore Press Holdings, following a two-day hearing where the court heard about Mr Durai's pay and job perks. Some 3,800 donors have cancelled their contributions to the organisation. At the same time, some 15,000 people signed an online petition calling for Mr Durai to step down. But NKF staff have rallied behind their boss. The public spoke out swiftly - in the wee hours of the morning, vandals defaced a signboard outside the NKF building at Kim Keat Road. Painters were quick to repaint the graffiti but the damage had already been done. In c...

[ Golden moments in pic ] [ spiritual walk ] Arise & Build 2005 Our last 24h fast in this 3 weeks marks the very start of another beginning... I am really going to sow a sacrifice for 6 months. Its going to take alot from me. Especially with the many other things going on in my life. I've just calculated and now i must come up with a great list of how i am going to save money. If not i'll be dead by the end of every week. On our way home from victorious living .. Jazz and me were really starving. 24 hours w/o food is a big sacrifice for us. For those who know me, they know i eat non-stop. Singapore is born with many great delicacies. It's such a blessing to eat here. To put words into action, we have showed out thisty (for food) tongues. I can't really see her tongue, so she got a personal shot now :P She looks pretty fleshy huh? *slurps* !! lol! and finally ... Our fulfillment-look 8 more hours. Gampatte City Harvesters! :) Well i paid alittle visit to turtle's...

Yesterday, i was doing my bid as a helpful lil Singaporean with a low paying allowance as an NSF. I received an email today. Dear Mr Ng What you did last Sunday was remarkable! Together with many Singaporeans, you responded to our appeal and made over 850,000 calls , an incredible feat in the first-ever NKF Cancer Show. You have helped to give the cancer patients a fighting chance at life against the no. 1 killer in Singapore. Thank you for your generosity. I wad!??!?! They better not be kidding me.. Come this Sunday July 10, my colleagues and I at MediaCorp, together with foreign celebrities will continue to take on the challenge to help the cancer patients through our participation in a second Show. huh? I called yesterday - July 10th. So am i suppose to time travel back? An email laden with errors signed by .. Regards Fann Wong On behalf of MediaCorp Artistes as i scroll down. i saw this : Each 1900 112 6868 call, *SEND or SMS is a $5.80 contribution to NKF, with a $0.21 administrat...

Kid Quotes "Everyone has feelings, except for snakes and principals." - Donna Maria G, age 9 "Laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and the world laughs at you." - Rob P, age 8 "If life gives you nothing but lemons, make up a better shopping list for it." - Steven B, age 8 "Moses came down with the Ten Amendments, which were God's Bill of Wrongs."- Susie F., age 7 "Doctors automatically know what's wrong with you. They have a sick sense." - Beau M., age 10 That's why they have the show ... "kids says the darnest things" They are an amazing bunch of people. You got to salute them sometimes :) But Daddy My husband and I took our two-year-old daughter to the home-improvement store. Madison got tired of walking, so my husband let her ride on his shoulders. As he walked, Madison began pulling his hair. Although he asked her to stop several times, she kept on. Getting annoyed, he scolded, "Madison! Stop that!...

I just got to know alittle more about the people in NSSC. The goods and the bads. Well the bad definitely impress me on how bad they can be. When one fall, instead of laying a helping hand, He/they can go off laughing like Hyenas. Some people really piss me off. But hey, i'll forgive and forget. Its really hard. I really feel like confronting those jerks. Its a stupid thing to laugh when a person had a great fall. haiz. what a sad day.

Many things happen in NSSC these days. But i will say one thing. Its improving. And surely they will. :) I've hurt my friend on Monday. And i've apologise earlier. He is okay with it now. At least better. I feel real bad. But now i am happy things go out well. I am a problem solver :). I will not let things go bad. yea, you have my word. Nothing in this world is going to pull me down. I am too sick to think what the world thinks about me. But from the impressions they form about me, i know truly if they care and want to be my friend. For those who know me, they will know i love everybody :) Hey things are going to change. My prayer has not been wasted. Please stay with me and support me through my A level studies. Your encouragements are mostly welcome. Thanks guys and girls :) I am so blessed to have ya people. Live life as if there aint going to be another day like this.

I can do all things through Christ who Strengthens me . Phil 4:13 Work HARD and CHEERFULLY at whatever you do , as though you were working for the Lord . Col 3:23 Where do you rely on when you need strength? I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress; My God, in Him I will trust.". Ps91:2 And in him i will trust. :)