World through Your eyes

Exams coming in just a week !!! :O haven take exams in awhile. im not feeling confident. But Faith is a substance of things hoped for, evidence of things unseen! And i will succeed!

Faith is a substance of things hoped for After a talk with Elaine... i feel at peace. i am no superhuman. just alittle thick-skulled at times. i cant get myself to arise. i wont get away from the negative things that spur in my mind. it's horrible. when many times i ask God, " Why? why this mountain ?" .. a funny feeling hit me and say ... You know it better than i do. I am sorry God. Now's not the time to say disheartening things like why ?? .. or i cant do it anymore. I pray that i will be much much stronger this time. with a bigger mindset. i am a christian. i am blessed to succeed. i am blessed to bless people around me. amen.

im filling a big pair of boots. my feet feels naked at times. but i'll perservere ... tired.

im feeling the blues.. sigh. but He who is in me is Greater than He who is in the world.

now I twitter too :D

It's time for rattlesation! I type this while my baby is sleeping.. and because her daddy's laptop is more comfortable and reliable to use than my little grampy com at home! (wols! man) hmm... have many things to share.. many things i kept in my heart.. sometimes sunshine reprimanded me for not telling her... (ironic for the fact that i kept telling her to share her worries with me..), so i shall share some here. find typing it out is the best way to let out... i've been quite depress for a while after Elaine left actually. I've felt back the old feelings of incompetency.. of lousiness... of loneliness... of shame... yea.. you know the list .. some of us share bits of pessimism from time to time. but ya i can only let this 'emotions' run for awhile... after that i've got to get my game up and keep running again. as i slowly take up the responsibility of cell group leading... i began to feel a shift of weights.. leading cell group is really something of a wh...