World through Your eyes

haha.. due to the lack of time ... i shall make this speedy quick. I AM SO TIRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDD ok there. im better. Yesterday was one stressful day!!!! Being Stage 1 for the 1st time was an awesome experience. And i really wanna thank God for giving me the strength, capacity and wisdom in yesterday's service. Alan said i had a slight improvement on my comms handling and overall, i passed as a Stage usher in JW! Yays! Well to me a slight improvement is better than nothing. And honestly speaking, part of me struggled alot during service. And there's another part of me that says 'everythings gonna be alright!'. In a sense, it was really a struggle in my flesh and spirit because i was relying alot on my preperations the day b4 instead of by the HS. I mean if u read my previous entry, i screwed up pretty badly in my last position as Stage2. And when serving as a stage usher, i cannot afford to screw up . So this is really a test on how well u can flow with the spirit....

Been quite down today. But hey =) i am a Christian! I will not let my sadness drown my day. :) I told one of my cgms that some time this week that no matter how down we are ... there is always something nice that God place in our hearts to appreciate (or to be thankful for). And i am truly blessed to know of people that challenges me to renew my mind. Most of the time indirectly (and unknowingly they did that!). Their passion for people. Their passion to make things happen really inspires me greatly. And well to talk abit about today. Well its really not a good day. I think the reason is because of my poor quality of QT in my last few days. And I really really think so. And its not the time-span i had that matters ... but its the quality of time i spend with God. I felt quite ashamed now to say all this. Even as a leader now handling lives at my hand, i should know better. And i don't like screwing around with people's lives. And well what exactly happen today is that for my du...

A good Tree bears good fruits. A Bad tree bear bad fruits. And this year ... i wanna bear many many big juicy good fruits :) very random message. But its very revelant to my heart. What fruits you bear... depends on the soil u grow. And that's your heart. And many times our heart fickles. My heart certainly does. This year i have been given new souls to take care of in usher. And some seeds to scatter as a connect group leader. And as a child in my family ... possibly a breadwinner for my parents and granny. Many responsibilities. Sounds kinda scary. But i know as long as i stay connected to to river of life .... and watch over the conditions of my soil ..... i should be able to see the harvest. There must be a reason Jesus says ... the Harvest is plentify. there must be. So the promise will be there. and i will continue to work towards it.

Its time for de man to talk again!! Last week was a bam bam bam week man. Well generally ... i think it was quite interesting. But more importantly.. after hearing one of Ps Kong's message on Manhood. Man i am inspired man! The message is really so critical .. and it speaks to our home church... and to our society on how man has been so much neglecting our duties. Sometimes we really gotta take ownership and start leading more .. Doing more for the kingdom of God. Dad (church)' s talk about making things happen keeps floating in my mind these days. I kept thinking about what he says about the mediocre wait for things happen. But the Man makes things happen. It's time to make things happen.