World through Your eyes

[ personal ramblings ] this might be my very very last entry before my A's. well why am i back here? i should damn well be studying... but i just want to pen down .. or type down this thoughts. I am a real cry baby. I am just another silly boy. Have you often wonder why should you live on ... on this world? For what reason should our existence be maintained? I've wondered about this at least a thousand times.... I don't know what came upon me today. But i got reminded of my painful past again. i was really unable ... I was so hurt today. Who in this world ever care? I gave up hope on humans long ago. That's why Jesus is my only truest friend. But i'm glad to say i have not given up totally on humans. I embrace a pretty painful thought. Some of you might know ... that is no matter how bad a person might seem to be .. i believe there is always some good in them. This is a painful belief i can tell you. Because so much so .... your mind .....your friends and your surr...

[ personal ramblings ] this might be one of my last posts for awhile. i'm happy of the things that happen during this year. Some are encouraging. Some are well painful. I treasure those experiences my friends. For now i really feel inate . I really am drowned with what's up ahead. this is my time table planned long ago. It has not been taken into full effect yet. How procastinating am i .. ain't it? I have a couple of challenges now. 1)I have no study breaks at all for my examinations. This is my examination schedule. 1) Biology paper 4 (Practical) - 25/10 2) Chemistry Paper 4 (Practical) - 27/10 3) Maths Paper 1 - 8/11 4) Biology Paper 2 - 8/11 5) Chemistry paper 3 - 9/11 6) Maths Paper 2 - 10/11 7) Chemistry Paper 2 - 15/11 8) Chemistry Paper 1 - 18/11 9) Biology Paper 3 - 21/11 10) Biology Paper 1 - 24/11 I only have 12 days of leave. That means i only have 2 days to spare just for studying a whole day. 2) I can't practise for my practicals. 3) My unit has much work ...

[ personal ramblings ] I am sick. sighz .... : ( Shall keep the entry short. [ picture entries ] Shachah's 1st month on Earth. Taking pictures with the Star. Shachach is a hebrew name. A name for worship :) very nice name rite ? Gratz Chua and Jocelyn!! God bless this dear lamb of the family.. Pictures of me and my follow-ups. 11 September. Army Half Marathon (AHM 2005) [ photo from Jo's Cam. ] Btw i'm not acting businessman!! I met one of my SAJC hockey mates. Apparently this vehicle died on him. So in the end i hopped in to help them steer while they push the vehicle from behind :P If Prem can do it, So can you!. lol... Me and Prem took the long walk of 12 Km. [6 km more than what we are supposed to walk] The embarassing thing is we were the last to arrived. Even our Colonel of my unit have to wait for us. [ paiseh -_-" ] The cool thing is we get to see more things :) The pictures were taken in chronological order. I met alot of SAJCians and 1 new town fren! :) che...

[ personal ramblings ] Once students of St Andrew Junior College. 0 - 3 - s -5 - 3 is our name. Now, sharing tales of S ingapore A rmed F orces . Common Dream we share : ORD. A pretty fun good time we had :) [ Pictures from Hong's Cam-phone ] - more in flickr -

[ spiritual walk ] Today i gave a pretty comforting word during worship in cell group. Something that i wasn't very sure at first. But it has come to practise for our cell group ....... or for our church - that is to act by faith ... I got an impression of a fire that burns brightly at night. And immediately i thought of the song .. Consuming Fire by Hillsong United. That fire that consumes our very soul ... that fire that signifies our Encounter with Him. The flame that is everlasting .... This week's message was excellent. I felt that the message was very revelational to me. It's teaching me how to make my final sprint in the last lap of my race this year. I am really exhausted. Sick of work. Sick of troubles. More than anyone can understand .... except for my God. That's why i am very encouraged by the message. It reminds me of the point of reference that was set long ago. My encounters with God. As far as i can remember ... i had many encounters ... the most powerf...

[ personal ramblings ] awwww. It starts as soon as it ends. Its September the 1st, so ... I guess i missed it. No time to participate in the event. I would love to check out overseas bloggers ... but with the commitment i have now .... But well next year i can participate in it ! :) I can hardly breathe nowadays. A Levels is coming real soon. sighz...